Emma's POV
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He was stumbling upon his words again. I cut him off by saying "Of course I will." He looked excited. He said "thank you" and we hugged. He have me a quick kiss on the cheek before we walked out of the room hand in hand. Everybody stared. It was kind of embarrassing if I do say so myself and we were blushing to make matters worse... badly too. I looked over at Kaitlyn and she was talking to Hayes. I wonder what they were talking about. When Hayes walked away I walked up to her. "Spill." That's all I said and before I even knew it she was pulling me by my wrist up the stairs. "OWWWWW!" I screeched then covered my mouth. She doesn't know. Nobody knows. It's all my dad's fault though. He had made me cut. I am 1 week clean but it hurts still. "What's wrong?" Kaitlyn asked worried. "I will tell you when we get to your room." I said worried. We got to the room and I started crying. I'm an emotional mess all the time especially when it's something hard that I have to talk about. She kept asking what was wrong but I couldn't tell her because I was crying so hard. When I finally finished she told me her news. "Hayes likes me and asked me out, I said yes obviously. Now why did you screech on the stairs?" she said. I was preparing myself for loosing my best friend. "I-I-I... I cut." I said now balling my eyes out. She stared at me. "Are you mad?" I said still crying. "No I'm just sad that you didn't tell me. I tell you everything... why didn't you tell me?" she said her lips quivering. "I thought you wouldn't want to be my friend if I told you." I said. She replied by saying, "Of course I would be. I love you and your my only best friend. I just never want to loose you." We were both full on sulking by now and we started hugging each other. "I don't want to loose you either" I whispered into her ear. The boys must have heard us crying because when we got up and opened the door, about half of them fell face forward on to the floor. We laughed with tears still falling down our faces. We all got into a big group hug. We stayed there until the moms walked out of their rooms. They stared at us and they yelled "hey, I know y'all are hugging and stuff but your kind of in front of the stair case so can you move your hugging party away from here." We all started laughing and walked away. "Does your mom know?", Kaitlyn asked. "Nobody knows other than you." I replied. Everyone was downstairs other than us for what we thought until we heard two people pop out from behind the stair case saying "Knows what?" It was Matt and Hayes. Of course it had to be them. They are practically our little stalkers. "Should I tell them?" "Yeah you can if you feel comfortable with it." she answered. "Ok I will. Guys... I cut." Their jaws dropped. "Why didn't you tell us?" they asked. "I was afraid I might loose you guys as friends." I said starting to tear up. "I love you Emma I just wished you told me earlier." Matt said as he came over to me hugging me. "Yeah I would still be your friend." Hayes said coming in for the hug as well. Kaitlyn joined and we stood there for a good 2 minutes just hugging. It felt good that I told them. "Should I tell everyone else?" "That would be the best thing to do." They all said. "Ok" I said. We went downstairs and I told all of them. They understood. I said it was because of my dad. We had one more group hug and then started getting ready for the rest of the day.
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Authors note,
I have school in a few days so I will not be posting as much. I will try my best but I don't think there will be one everyday. I will post as much as I can. Btw I don't really cut. That was just for the book to add a little extra.
XOXO Emma
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True Love... Or Nah (Matthew Espinosa Love Story)
FanfictionMy names Emma and I'm just a normal teenage girl. Well until Magcon comes into my life. Read to see what happens with my life as I meet my true love<3.