Save Him

14.

Quincy.

"Nice of you to come see me" I mugged Gerald as I pushed passed him and walked into the place I used to call home, with Taelynn behind him. After a month of convincing me to go back to therapy; I had went back and we had sessions together. We were now at the stage of forgiveness and that's why I'm here; I was no longer afraid of this man.

"Your mother and brother should be back shortly"

"I don't know my mother; and you killed my only sibling remember?" I started to get irritated and Taelynn squeezed my hand. "I just came here for closure; and to forgive you" I took a seat and noticed all the pictures of me and my sister around, I choked up seeing the one of me holding her when she was first brung home. I missed her terribly; I know she was proud of me and that I had gotten out of here safely; and got help.

"Okay; what would you like to know and aren't you going to introduce us?" He nodded towards Tae.

"Gerald this is my girlfriend; babe this is Gerald" I smiled because a few days ago; I had finally asked her to be my girlfriend. I was scared; but to my surprise she said yes before I could even ask the question; and we told her parents. Her mom was happy; but Dylan shut it all down.. we actually had a talk scheduled for tonight and I was terrified.

"I would just like to know why? Why'd you hate us so much and what's different from me and your other kid?" I asked; and Taelynn rubbed my hand; letting me know she was right here with me.

"Let me go get something to drink and I'd tell you anything you need to know" I looked at him. "Not liquor; I don't drink anymore" He assured me and I nodded.

"Ahhhhh" Taelynn screamed and jumped into my lap when our cat brushed against her; she must hand not noticed him sitting on the head of the couch. "Shit; that thing scared the shit out of me and she kicked him; making her butt press into my dick, the cat scratched at her and she moved again and I grunted. "Oh my" She tensed up feeling my hard on press back against her; but she made no effort to move.

"Taelyn.." I stopped her from moving on me purposely. "What is you doing?" She looked back at me and smirked.

"That's for the other week" She laughed and I nodded and when she stood up; I slammed her back down onto me so she could fully feel me, and she let out a whimper and cleared her throat; scooting to the far end of the couch and crossing her legs. I grabbed a pillow and laughed at her, as my dad came back into the room.

We were both still definitely waiting on marriage; but we would unintentionally get each other aroused. I know a lot more about sex then her; because my dad and Chrissy did teach me about it and they went into great detail; I also admit I'd have to watch a porn sometimes because being around Taelynn too long and certain things she did made me hard. But, I wasn't ready for that yet and neither was she.

"Well I just want to start off by saying I didn't hate neither of you; I can admit I was wrong. I used to get beat on; and worse but that's not an excuse for what I did. After your sister.." I was surprised to see him about to cry. "After that I had went for help; I know it was already too late by then but I never meant to kill her; you got to believe me." He sniffled. "I just repeated the cycle; and this is me. Your father; none of them personality's in my head. This me apologizing for all of my wrongs; even if you don't talk to me ever again I hope you could forgive me and do better with your life then I had did for you and your sister. I can't take it back; and no matter what Im saying it won't change the fact I was a coward and did those things to you." He sighed and I listened. "I am sorry Q; I really am and I don't love my other son more than you and he didn't do anything different from you; he just got a mother that faught for him. She'd called the people on herself and they took him; she'd tried many times with you and your sister but I'm a powerful man and since she wasn't your mother it never worked. I should of let y'all go, I was selfish and stubborn."

"It's cool; I'm glad you could be a better father for him" I cut him off feeling myself about to feel sorry for this man. "I actually been forgave you; you taught me how to be a better man than you were; and when it's time for me to have kids? I'd be the opposite you were for me. You did teach me a lot; and I see that now. I'm glad you can own up to it and I also pray you'd be a better man and this isn't just a phase. Your son deserves it" I stood up and held my hand out for Taee.

"Quincy- please come back and visit and I hope you get the help you need.. I love you son"

"I love you too dad, one day." I surprisingly hugged him and we both shed a few tears, I had what I needed and I couldn't blame him. I knew he had a disorder and sometimes it got out of control, but that don't excuse what he did to me, I just wanted to live my life and be free. So; I do forgive him and from now on it's about my growth and happiness.

••••

"So, you really dating my daughter huh?" Dylan had led me downstairs into the man cave. I had just got off of work; and all I wanted to do was lay up with my girl.

"Yes sir"

"Why you so nervous?" He chuckled and took a seat on the couch. "Relax man; you a good kid" He smiled "I'm just scared for her to date again, you know?"

"I'm nothing like Kevin" I assured him; already knowing what he was getting at.

"I know that; but y'all also are at the experimenting stage.. sex you know? I know y'all agreed on marriage but don't think my wife and I doesn't notice how y'all look at each other; and I can admit I know y'all probably won't wait until marriage.. but y'all better hope the fuck I never find out" He became serious.

"I play a lot, but I also know it's reality but ain't shit gone change the ass beating imma give the both of y'all if I found out anything." He sighed. "Do I make myself clear?" I nodded quickly at the cold stare in his eyes; and he dismissed me as Gabby walked down in just a robe, showing off her small belly.

She had told Taelynn she was pregnant; and Taelynn was the happiest in the world, Gabby was now six months and recently found out they were having a boy; knowing what they were about to do I closed the door and headed into Tae's room. I entered without knocking, and heard her shower running so I went to my room and did the same.

Walking back into her room; she was bent over putting on lotion and she was naked. I didn't want to seem like a creep; but I couldn't help but to stare at how beautiful she was. When she looked up she jumped and covered her breast "Damn Q" She shut her door and quickly put on a shirt and some panties. "You can't be doing that; be scaring me" She hit my chest and hugged me.

"I'm sorry; I was stuck. I've never seen you naked before and I was in a daze" I admitted and kissed her; making sure to grip her ass. She pulled away and sat down; crossing her legs. "Why you always do that after we kiss?" I asked her and opened the door before laying down and pulling her into my chest.

"It's embarrassing" She sighed.

"Tell Me" I looked at her and she turned away. "Just feel it; I trust you" I raised my eyebrow and she placed my hands on top of her panties; that were soaking wet. I rubbed up and down and she let out a moan. "Quincy.. baby" She shut her eyes and I pulled her panties to the side and touched her. This is what I meant when I said I couldn't be around her too long; I always found myself wanting to touch her.

"Mhmm. St- fuck" She grabbed my hand and let out a shaky breath and her body trembled. I smiled and licked my fingers, smirking at her.

"That's what a orgasm feels like; you should really clear your laptops history"

She stale faced me and got up and slammed her bathroom door; something she did when she was embarrassed about something. But I was just as curious as her too; and the fact I could touch her showed me she was moving on from what happened four months ago. The only thing she had to do was forgive Kevin; and she said she'd never do that, but she had to if she wanted to fully move on.