Save Him

35.

Taelynn

I stood outside of Quincy door with tears running down my face, he really just slammed the door in my face and gave me my things? Fuck me? I took a deep breath and turned to walk away, I would really hurt his feelings tonight. I was so tired of him always getting mad. He never listened and his attitude was horrible, mouth was reckless too. He was tired of me, hell I was tired of his ass too.

I felt somebody grab me and push me into a closet, lock and close the door. Flashbacks clouded my vision, I felt around in my purse while they were searching for the light; when the light came on it was that boy and he had the look in his eyes that Kevin had in his that night. "What are you doing? O-open the door!" I backed away from him touching my face. I started to yell but then he crashed his lips to mines and put his hands into my underwear while choking me rubbing on my lower half, I bit his lip extra hard and knee'd him in the dick. I wasn't about to go through this again.

"Stop fucking playing with me" I gritted, gasping for air and grabbed the taser and mace out of my purse while he was crouched down and used both on him, I didn't care about his screams and pain wasn't no one ever going to force their self on me again! Running out the closet, Kevin flashed through my mind. I wiped my lips bitterly and the tears wasn't going to stop, I felt sick to my stomach what if I didn't have anything to defend myself? Would he have raped me? Stopping in my tracks I threw up right where I was.

Pulling myself together I banged on Quincy's door, with my chest heaving up and down. Snatching it open, before he could say anything I pushed him and ran into the bathroom, throwing up again; stripping out of all my clothes turning the water on the highest hot it could go and scrubbed him off my my lips and lower half. I slid down to the floor with my knees in my chest and cried, closing my eyes trying to shake the images out of my head.

To even be in that predicament took me back to that place I never wanted to go back too. The place where I didn't feel pretty, or had a real reason to live, the place that broke me down into millions of pieces. The dark place that swallowed me, and I never saw the light, just to be in that situation again hurt me to the core.

"Taelynn; you good in there?" I heard Quincy's voice on the other side of the door while he wiggled the door handle. "You've been in there for a while" he sighed. Ignoring him I turned the shower off, and opened the door walking right past him getting my dry towel. Drying off; putting some underwear on. I didn't want to talk to him, and as soon as morning came I was leaving how he wanted me to do. If he listened and hadn't put me out I wouldn't have to worry about someone forcing themselves on me. I watched him go into the bathroom.

I grabbed a pillow and put it on the couch, and a extra blanket as well. Sitting down I just sat there and cried, my heart was literally hurting, and all I could do was cry.

"Why you crying and why are you on the couch?" Quincy walked out the bathroom.

"Fuck you Quincy; don't pretend you care about me. You put me out knowing he was out there. If you would have listened then you'd know I did tell him I had a boyfriend, you'd know he touched my ass and pushed me down at the track" I stood up shoving him. I was pissed off and hurt! "I never went to his room, ever but you didn't want to listen to me. So fuck you!!"
I pushed him again, but into the wall.

"Baby I'm -"

"No!!! You left me out there alone with him Q! He almost r-raped me!! You shut me out when I did nothing wrong, it really hurts me you think I'm that slow or something, you didn't even come looking for me" I sobbed. "Where were you when he forced himself on me huh? Where were you when he put his hands on me down there and choked me?" I pushed him again. "In here having a fucking pity party because you don't want to listen to nobody, so fuck you! I'm done!!!"

"What?" He grabbed my hands. "He What?" I watched something flicker in his eyes and he pushed me out the way, opening the door. "Fuck" He yelled punching the walls in the hallways, with me following behind him. I knew this look too well from growing up with my uncles and dad, he was about to try and kill him. "Where was he at?" He didn't even look at me, and I jumped at his voice.

"Quincy .. don't -"

"No! He touched you right? Without you telling him he could.. that shit ain't about to break you again you- no we worked hard just to get you back to yourself! So shut the fuck up and tell me where the hell his ass at" He looked at me, his eyes were dark and tears fell down his face as his fist tightened.

"Quincy you'll go to jail, let's just go back to the to the room okay?" I swallowed hard seeing police walk in the front entrance. "Please, I'm fine okay? Look at me.. I'm okay" I tried to get him to calm down. "Just please don't" I grabbed his hand in hopes he would calm down, if the officers were here for him or me. I didn't need him going off on them, knowing they would shoot for no reason.

"Maybe I should go to jail.. kill Kevin's ass too. Then maybe I could play crazy and kill my dad too. I just want to fucking kill someone" I heard the seriousness is his voice, and that scared me. "I want to punch someone until they fucking bleed to death.. yes that's what I want to do" he snatched away from me and walked away.

I had never seen him snap like this, and I didn't know what to do. I was becoming afraid of him, maybe I shouldn't of blamed him or told him at all.. I watched the officers walk up to him, which made me go up to them. "Excuse me Sir, Quincy Perez?" The female looked at something in her hand then back to him. "What the fuck do you want? I'm looking for someone" He snapped coldly and tried to walk around.

"Quincy please don't do that, just listen" I begged him seeing the male officer place his hands on his gun.

Thoughts of Josiah ran through my mind, I was happy he finally got his justice but it took for the officer to admit to it for the system to do their job, after I worked so hard for it! They ruled him non guilty until he stepped forward? That was wrong in so many ways, when people spoke up and told them exactly what had happened; they still didn't lock him up! But, now that he couldn't live with the guilt he could turn himself in, and now they believe us? I was hurt but I was also happy that I fought for Josiah, and he did get his justice.

"Yeah boy, you might want to listen to your little girlfriend" The Officer said and I saw Quincy's jaw clenched.

"Stand down Officer, he's obviously having a bad day.. don't add fuel to the fire and the cry wolf and pull your gun when he lashes out" The female officer spoke up.

"Sorry to bother you.. but we were informed that a Gerald Perez, your father has committed Suicide earlier today and we need the body identified?"

My heart dropped. "Sorry to inform you, but I don't give a fuck what he did. I hope he did it the most painful way possible. I'm not claiming shit, he could sit there forever before I bury him or put a face to his name. Fuck him, and I'm glad he's dead" Quincy shrugged and my mouth fell open, along with the officers.

"One more thing.... I'm about to beat someone's ass for touching my girl inappropriately, almost raping her so if you need to lock me up then do it" before I knew it, the boy was coming out the closet but Quincy punched him back down and brutally stomped him.

I tried to stop him, but the officers grabbed me. "Did he really do that to you?" The male Officer face softened and looked at me. I nodded and heard something crack. I turned and the officers quickly pulled Quincy off of the boy and forced us to back to the room and put the unconscious boy in cuffs.

"Quincy please calm down? What if they would of shot you?" I cried.

"I couldn't even protect you.. Chrissy's gone, Gerald's gone, my own mother is still alive and never looked for us. What I got to live for huh?" He yelled and broke down, I'm not sure what was going on with him but I just held him and let him cry. I needed to stay strong and be there for him.

I think he's finally snapping, and all of his emotions are starting to hit him at once, and I was afraid he'd hurt someone, he was serious when he said he wanted to kill someone, or worse .. himself.