diary ; jang wonyoung

diary entry #7

9.45pm

i woke up early enough to have some time for myself to calm down. i know i could do it. my sister wakes up next and she's as worried as me. no one is currently at home except my sister, my dad and i.

the appointment was at 3pm. it was really scheduled so that i could go to school and not miss anything but i don't think i would be able to sit still and focus so it is not a good arrangement.

i messaged my friend that i wasn't coming to school since i was coming down with fever along with a sorry that i couldn't come along for the project outing. i also sent a message to my teacher to inform her about my absence. i scrolled through my list of contacts and my eyes lands on my friend's contact. i couldn't come to tell her that i would be absent.

we were best friends since we were thirteen. she made me feel the most comfortable amongst my friends in high school. i could easily tell her things and i would come to her everytime i have something to say. literally everything, she would be the first to know. whenever i'm having family problems, i would message her and get a comforting reply the next morning. we send a good morning message everyday and we go to school together when she's off morning duty. i would follow her to her break duty. i would follow her to make her rounds for her morning duty. we would sit at the back of the class line every assembly so that we could sit together. we studied everything together and we were inseparable. i would follow her to remedial classes that i was not even supposed to be in. i would teach her chemistry so that she could pass the remedial tests. i would even go in to take the test when i'm not supposed to be there. we go to the toilet together and we always tell people that we were a package when it comes to picking groups. we are in the same group every time. we would do everything together. her name is jieun.

she's really pretty. she's a stickler for the rules since she's a prefect but when there's no teachers, she breaks all kinds of the rules. from having ankles socks to cutting classes. she wasn't like that until she met me so i would like to take all the blame. i break all kinds of rules too and i taught most of them to jieun. she's someone you can tell anything to without getting judged. she takes care of you really well. she's really genuine and the kindest in the world. she's the best friend everyone would ask for.

but everything went downhill. i need to introduce some new character first.

firstly, nayoung. my friend since we were nine. we went to the same school and we were friends until now. she's really nice and has good advices. she's really loyal to the guy she like.

secondly, hyeri. she's my friend since we were thirteen too but i was never really close to her until last year when we had a fight with nayoung and bora. she's nice and humble. just a little crazy about her ultimate bias, park chanyeol from exo. she's a daughter of a rich family. these type of people are always be portrayed to be arrogant girls but hyeri is different. she'll do anything to help you out. she's really nice to people who are nice to her.

thirdly, bora. she became my friend a little later after i became friends with hyeri. it was really awkward at the start so i didn't really talk to her. she's really supportive and someone you can view as your mom. she would nag at you for everything there is to nag at. but everything's for the good anyways. she studies really hard and she actually does decent in exams even though she thinks the opposite. she is there to hype you up on whatever you have to say. she's also there to spot potential snakes in our life.

lastly, sinbi. i started being friends with her since start of school. but we kinda broke apart because i parted away from her friend that i disliked. sinbi ended up leaving that friend because of her ugly atitude and we became friends again. she's really cringey but she's there to hype up with us. she's nice too but can sometimes go overboard.