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Let's talk about falling in love.

Everyone makes it out to be a magical occurrence that changes how you see the world. It changes how you see things but it's not always for the best. You can fall in love with someone who you think is everything you want. With someone who treats you with so much love and care, someone who makes you their everything. This person could be the sweetest person, with sweet words. He could call you his goddess one minute, his baby, his love, his wife and the love of his life. But what everyone forgets is that sometimes with falling for sweet words, you fall for sweet lies and a sense of false security.

Let's talk about how falling in love with the wrong person destroys you. 

Those sweet word become harsh. The words belittle you, beat into you how imperfect you are, how useless you are. How that love becomes cold. That cold leads to accusations and fights and hate. The truth comes out now, they say they never loved you, that they wish they never met you. The security you felt, the love you thought was real, it all hits you. As they yell and scream at you, you break down. The one thing you feared the most has come true and you don't know what to do, or what comes next. You beg them not to leave that they are just mad and need to calm down. The yelling gets louder and they get violent. They push you away, they keep yelling and you have tears running down your face. They push you out and you go, crying. You try to move on months later but you can't trust anyone. You have reached the mental state of thinking every guy you meet is going to hurt you. You try to make something work with someone but you're scared because you're emotionally damaged. But you try and you try as hard as you can and in the end you get nowhere. You are left thinking you aren't good enough for anyone. You end up feeling worthless and lonely. Finally things get better, it took sometime but you are doing better. They pop up again and ruin everything but you always fall for it because they know how to manipulate the love you still have or them. Everything becomes a cycle you can't escape.
 
Let's talk about falling in love and how sometimes it does more harm than good.  

AN: Two updates with 3 days, rare. I'm doing so well finally and I'm so happy. I also just bought myself a ticket to see One Ok Rock in march and I literally can not wait. Like omg I'm going to see the one band that I am completely in love with and I just can't wait!!!
Also you'll should give Palaye Royale a listen, that's dude voice is amazing!
Jasper^~^