I wish I wasn't fat.
I know it's a harsh thing to say but it's the truth. The reason why I said that because earlier I was making myself something to eat. Chicken strips and ramen noodles. After I finish making my food, I begin to head upstairs. But on the way, my mom stopped me.
She looked at me with disbelief. I knew it had something to do with a lot of food I have in my bowl.
Ever since I came off my cycle (T.M.I.)
I have been eating like crazy, it's hormones related.
Anyways, she got upset and ask me what about everyone else that didn't eat. I stood there ashamed to response.
There were enough for everybody, just, I was hungry.
I understand that she didn't want me to eat excessively or I get sick or I end up like my Aunt Linda (who is morbidly obese) 😞
But I am careful with how much I eat, just, I don't have the discipline. 🙄
Anyway, when she told me that. I thought about if I don't eat at all. Cause since I am fat, I don't need to be eating anything else.
I wish I wasn't fat.
😩
