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the unrequited crush

forget it.

i have wanted you,
cried for you,
prayed about you,
hated you,
loved you,
needed you,
forgotten you,
admired you,
remembered you,

i have done so much about you.

but just one time, do something for me?

hold me:
put your arms around my waist and bring me too close for comfort.
embrace my insecurities and let's forget who i am for a second.
ignore my harsh breathing and muffin top, they're not intentional.

kiss me:
make me forget how it feels to long for something this long.
put this hormonal energy to good use and forget any good manners that taught you.
this once, just this once, go against it all for me.

pretend it's me that you want. your arms might not go around, but it will get somewhere.
pretend that i'm all you want, and I'll pretend not to care.

But

dear diary,
i don't think he likes me back