wordlings

i wish (another one)

I wish I was the kind of beautiful that stunned
Gentle and innocent, you just had to stare
My skin a long, brown plain that doesn't stop for ages;
Blemishless and supple.

I wish my breasts defied gravity,
Standing tall enough to be free and confident.
My lips a cage to the most exquisite vocabulary.

I really wish I didn't have these thoughts all the time,
Flashbacks of memories I don't have to remember
Wanting to end it all before I even begin.

I wish I was alone in this world,
No home, no friends, no family.
So I'd have an excuse for being this way.