i wondered

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sometimes i wonder f you ever really wanted me in the first place.

i wondered if i was a place holder for another.
i wondered if i was real.

i wondered if you saying " i love you " was a space keeper.
i wondered if you meant it.

i wondered if the dates were forced.
i wondered if you found them quite romantic.

i wondered if the late night facetimes were just because you were bored.
i wondered if you just liked the sound of my voice.

i wondered if you actually wanted me for something.
i wondered if you were just using me.

i wondered if i was a toy, or a game.
i wondered if i was your forever- with a name.

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