The girl who could never die (Creepypasta x reader)

Chapter 23

Trigger warning for those who went through sexual abuse and suicide.

You remember you were only 10 at the time. Very gullible and trusted everyone you met, even if it's been only 2-second since you met that person, and it was no exception to HIM. You remember your mom wanted you to have a father figure in your life since you never had one, the others would just come and go not really leaving any impact on you and nothing out of the ordinary. But you remember something felt off about him, how he set of all your red flags, but you just ignored it thinking it was just something that happens when girls go through puberty. Oh, how wrong you were.

You don't remember a lot about the time you spend with that man but what you do remember wasn't always very good. You remember he was a smoker and alcoholic, he normally drank alcohol at night but there was some time when he would drink in the morning. At one point you remember he quit his job, said the working conditions didn't match the pay they were giving him. He got another job at one point, but that didn't last long.

You were learning about puberty at the time when IT happened. You were so confused with all these new things happening to your body and you had no clue who to talk to about it. Your mom was too busy and you didn't want to get in her way with your own problems. And that's when HE offered to help you. And you made the worst decision of your life by accepting that help.

You remember him saying that what he was doing would help you with what you were going through; and the worse part is, you believed it. You remember have weird feelings in your lower region when he was "helping you", you wouldn't say they felt bad but they did feel good either. You remember being so confused, a part of you told you it was normal but the red flags told you to tell someone, but you didn't listen to the red flags.

You remember how they become more frequent as time went on, and at that point you accepted it. At that point, him "helping you" was basically as second nature to you as brushing your teeth. You remember how at one point you feel something like a knot form in your stomach, and it was gone the next second. You remember he started using his tongue at one point, and how he would sometimes offer you something if you took off your pants and panties and laid done on the couch. And the worse part about all of this was that you believed every word he said. You trusted him, you didn't fight back. And that show it stayed, until one day he was acting off, kept saying he was going to fix everything, and then you left.

Then the police come. It was around 12:00 am on a school night when they came. According to them, he turned himself in for sexual abuse. And just like that everything seemed to click. You felt so ashamed of yourself for being so gullible and nieve. You denied it at first but when you mom ask you said yes.

School after that was never the same. You were bullied for the most idiotic reasons in the past, you did your best to ignore them but it was hard. But after your attempted suicide, you told your teacher. Somehow, some of your classmates found out and when your bullies found out, it became hell. They started calling you "slut" and "whore" and said things like "You liked it didn't you?" or "Bet you want it to happen again.". Eventually, you started cutting yourself, it became a stress ball for you. Some of the bullies started acting like they were sorry for you just to boost their own reputation. The only person that you trusted in school was Mai, your childhood friend, she was the only thing keeping you alive at that point.

After a bit, the bullies words stopped hurting you. And you finally felt happy, until high school started when the bullying got worse. they started telling you to kill yourself and would start leaving razor blades in your locker saying they were "doing you a favor". When the school caught them, they just sent them to your house. They started targeting your triggers, making you even worse, and then you had enough.