I realized that I had been crying for about hours now.
I'm pathetic I know bring on the hate. But it wasn't that he left me for her, it was that he led me on. I have a problem with people who get my hopes up and then never come back. It makes me mad and sad at the same time. I just feel like biting them.
No I don't belong in a mental hospital.
I hear Bryan knocking in the door.
Shit.
I rub my hands in my face and wipe away my tears and say "come in."
He walks in, with worry in his eye.
"Are you okay? You passed right by me and you haven't come down since you got home."
"I'm fine, no I'm fine. I just wanna be alone for a bit. I rather just listen to some music and watch some Netflix."
I said smiling.
"Okay. But if you need anything I will be here." He said heading for the door.
"K. Thanks." I say waving.
Did he notice the bloodshot eyes?
Hopefully not.
I was lying to him about being okay, but I want lying about movies and food.
I took of my clothes, and wrote a note to myself to burn them later because they remind me of this horrific day.
I put on my comfy pajamas, and laid in bed.
I started to watch movies. I watched The Breakfast Club(A/N: Personal Fave!!!), Pretty In Pink, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, and while all of this, I ate a bunch of candy.
While finishing the perks of being a wallflower, (and crying my eyes out), my phone dinged. It was a text, from Luke. I didn't want to respond but I wanted to see what douche pants had to say.
L: Hey, why didn't you show up?
Is this boy serious right now? I paused the movie, getting myself ready for this rage text.
S: Well, where you drunk when you took Marrisa out.
L:What are you talking about???
S: I'm talking about the fact that Marrisa called me telling me that you were with her.
L: YA I was. Rehearsing.
S: she called me saying you had gone with her to the restaurant.
L: she's lying. Trust me I didn't. I prove it in rehearsal tomorrow.
S: okay what ever.
Our conversation ended.
Did that bitch really lie to me? Bitch got personal.
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I walked into rehearsal. Luke ran to me. I rolled my eyes and passed him heading straight to Marrisa.
"Hey Marrisa. You have a habit of lying to people. I wouldn't be surprised considering how bitchy you are."
I said, with her with a surprised face.
"Look calm down. I was joking. Can't take a joke." She said laughing. There was like 2 other people on stage.
" it's people like you, that make me want to just pull the trigger."
"Look manic-depressive Princess, calm your shit. You're just looking for attention." She said.
"What did you say?" I said waking up to her and pushing her.
She pushed me back, and I went running to jump on her but Luke pushed me back.
The director came in and ran to us.
"HEYHEYHEY!!"
Marissa was being held back by one of the other actors.
"Sophia, maybe today we should take a break, maybe this 5 days a week practice is getting to your head!"
I unattached myself from Luke, picked up my bag and left.
Luke followed me and ran after me.
"Hey, Sophie!" He said running behind me.
I turned around rolling my eyes.
"Look, I don't want to hear your excuses." I said.
I turned aways and he grabbed my wrists, I yelped out, he was hurting my scars.
"Did I grab you too tight? Did I?"
He said with a worried face.
"Wait." He lifted my sweater up, looking at my scars.
I never told anyone here I had these.
"What are these?" He said looking at me.
"They're nothing." I said pulling my arm away, and walking away.
I looked back and he was standing in awe.
I walked away with tears in my eyes, my dark secret was revealed.
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Hey! Sorry for not updating in so long! I haven't been on Wattpad since July, and I've been busy so this is my like second week back. I went for 225 reads to 400!!! I'm so happy! . I'm glad people are actually liking it. Thanks so much. New books are coming!!!! More updates!!! Yay life! I know 400 might not be a lot, but to me they are. So thank you!!! Hope you liked the new chapter. And btw, this book maybe will be in the 30-40 chapters because the chapters are kind of short, yes I know. So expect that, but we are no where near done with this story, so don't worry.
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