Electric Blue Heart

South America

☸Dinah's POV☸

As y/n walked out of the bathroom she had tears streaming down her face. I knew it had to do with Lauren, she really ruined y/n and I am so angry at her for it. She couldn't see that y/n was falling for her and she goes and dates her brother. Of all the people she could choose from it just had to be y/n's brother.

I wanted to just go and snuggle with her and tell her everything will be okay but I knew she needed space. Hopefully the rest of the tour will go well for her, she just can't catch a break.

I sighed and climbed under the sheets of the bed with Zoe. I am completely and utterly in love with this woman. She just makes me so happy and that's all I need. I snuggle into her as I pull her back into my front. I kiss her shoulder and drift off into a peaceful sleep so I am ready to fly off to Guyana tomorrow.

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I woke up the next morning with Zoe full on lying on top of me. I repeatedly placed little kisses on her forehead hoping she'd wake up.

"Good morning DJ" she rasped out in her cute little morning voice

"Morning gorgeous" I reply and kiss her head once more. She shifts so she is laying next to me with her head on my chest and an arm wrapped around my waist. I look over to y/n's bed to see if she was awake but when I looked over she was nowhere to be seen and her luggage was no longer in the room.

I checked the time to see if she left to go to the airport early but it was only 8am and our flight didn't leave until 2pm surely she wouldn't have left this early. We didn't have a show straight away in Guyana. We had three days to settle in and see a few things so she could have caught an earlier flight to get more time there.

"Zoe you have to get up your sister isn't here" I said now slightly panicking. Zoe shot right up and rushed over to her older sisters bed.

"She left a note" Zoe said as she sat on y/n's bed with the paper in her hands.

Dinah and Zoe,

I love you both so much and everyone else, well not everyone, so much. But I just need time to clear my mind and regroup.

I promise to be there for the shows so don't worry about that.

Please don't worry about me, I will be fine, I just need space to move on. Then I will be back and I'll be my happy self again. Not some mess of a person who fell for a straight girl.

I love you both so much, I hope you have a good time in Guyana.

See you there,

Love, y/n xoxo

I could see Zoe crying so I quickly pulled her into a loving hug to try and clam her down. Once I knew she was fine I got dressed and made my way to Lauren's room with the note y/n wrote in my hand.

I didn't bother to knock and used the spare key to enter Lauren's room she was sharing with Dom. As I walked in Lauren was awake but Dom was still asleep half naked. I stormed my way over to Lauren and forcefully handed her the note with an angry expression o my face.

"This is all your fault! You just had to be to blind to see that you were hurting the one who truly loved you. I can't even stand to be in the dame room as you right now" I practically shouted. I woke up Dom but I did not care one bit.

"What do you mean?" Lauren asked, clueless as always

"You were to scared to admit your true feelings that you ended up hurting the one who cared the most" I said slightly calmer this time not really wanting to fight with my band mate.

"Dinah I don't understand what you are talking about. What is this note all about?" Lauren asked obviously not picking up on what I am trying to tell her

"You were afraid to admit to y/n how you really felt that you drove her away with heartbreak and now we don't know where she is" I said sitting on the couch with a few tears falling from my eyes.

"I didn't think she'd feel the same way, plus I'm with Dom now. I can't do anything now" she said softly

"It isn't about what you can do now. It's about what you didn't do then" I said standing up

"I hope he makes you happy Lauren" I said and walked out of the room to go and find Zoe to make sure she was okay.

❂Lauren's POV❂

Did I really hurt her that much that she had to leave to clear her head. I was too afraid to admit my feelings towards a girl that I drove her away from her friends and family. I am such a monster. I don't truly love Dom. He is a really nice guy and anyone would be lucky with him, but to be honest her was just there and I had to move on from y/n.

Why am I such an idiot. I could have had the girl of my dreams lying in my arms right now but I have ruined every chance I have with her. I had a shot at happiness and just like everything else I messed it up.

I put the note in the bedside table and cuddled into Dom. If I have lost all chances with y/n might as well stay happy with Dom.

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❅Alexander's POV❅

y/n came back in time for the first show and she was a completely different person. She seemed so much better than she was before she left. I was happy that she found a way to stay happy after what Lauren did. I hold no grudges against Lauren it is her life and her choices to make, but I'm happy my baby sister is happy.

Hailee and I are still going strong and I am absolutely, madly in love with her. She is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. It makes it that much better that all my siblings love her too and she loves them.

"Hey Z" y/n said as she came and sat next to me on the sand as we were sitting on the beach in Buenos Aires as we had a day off and we all decided to go to the beach

"Hey y/n/n. How are you?" I asked as I wrapped an arm around her shoulder

"I'm good. Thanks for asking. How are you?" She replied

I smiled and looked at Hailee looking at her laughing and messing around with everyone in the water. "I'm really good. Never been better" I told y/n.

"You better treat her right Z" y/n said as she saw me looking at Hailee

"Don't worry I will" I said looking at her and giving her a small smile. I hope that y/n gets to be as happy as I am one day. She has been through so much, stuff that people shouldn't have to go through. She is a worrier and deserves someone who will treat her like a princess.

"I'm going to go swim. Do you want to come with me?" She asked

"Sure" I replied. I got up and threw y/n over my shoulder and chucked her into the water. She splashed me and then made her way out to Normani and Camila who were quite far out, while I swam over to Hailee. She wrapped her legs around my waist and my hands rested under her thighs to hold onto her. She pulled me into a kiss with her hands tugging into my semi-long hair.

"I love you Alexander Joseph (btw that is your dad's name) y/l/n" she whispered in my ear

"And I love you too Hailee Caribe Steinfeld" I replied and pulled her into another kiss. I think she might be the one.

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We were back at the hotel and it was Hailee, y/n, Luke and I chilling in our shared room and we were playing a game of never have I ever. It was really fun and we all ended up laughing at some point that night.

Luke and y/n had to share a bed while Hailee and I shared. Luke and y/n didn't seem to mind sharing which I thought was mature of them. But when I came out of the bathroom I saw Luke spooning y/n. I smirked to myself and I knew that this would make the European leg of the tour quite interesting.