Electric Blue Heart

Tour

❂Lauren's POV❂

I awoke the next morning with y/n in my arms. She had gotten up countless times throughout the night to tend to the twins. I was surprised, they usually sleep well. I looked down and saw her peacefully sleeping. I heard the faint cries of the twins and saw y/n start to stir. I gently whispered to her to go back to sleep and it seemed to work as she soon fell back into a peaceful sleep. I kissed her head and got up.

I walked over to the twins room and saw that Olly was the one who had woken up. I walked over to him and picked him up. I gently rocked him in my arms as he yawned and rubbed his eyes. He was the cutest little kid ever. I walked over and saw that Anna was waking up too. I placed Olly in the same crib as Anna. They instantly cuddled into each other and I was surprised to see that they both fell back to sleep. Maybe they just needed each other.

Content with the twins sleeping I made my way downstairs and into the kitchen. I grabbed out ingredients for chocolate chip pancakes. I was humming a song as I made the pancakes, as I was standing over the pan flipping the pancakes I felt two arms wrap around my waist and a head rest on my shoulder.

"Morning babe" y/n rasped out

"Morning my love" I replied and turned and placed a small kiss on her lips and turned back to keep cooking the pancakes. y/n stayed attached to my back with her head resting on my back. I loved the feeling of her snuggled into me, she made me happy.

I heard the faint cries of the twins and felt y/n detach herself from me to go and get them. I dished up the pancakes and poured some syrup over them. I placed them on the table. I grabbed the extra two pancakes I made and cut them into small pieces for the twins and put it on the tray table for them.

I saw y/n bring down the twins one in each arm. She placed them in their chairs and they both began babbling and eating their food. They looked so much like their mother it was crazy. y/n sat down and started eating and so did I. I could really get used to this.

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I was at the studio with the girls going over a few minor touches for our new album that was being released in a few days.

"Alright girls, I have some news. You guys will be going on a world tour two weeks after this album is released." Simon announced. My stomach dropped, I would have to leave y/n alone, for god knows how log. She would be alone, raising the twins alone.

I want to be there for her I really do, but this is my job. I know y/n will be alright. She is a strong woman and I know she can do it. Her siblings will be there, she will be fine. I know she will. She has to be.

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I was on my way to the y/l/n house with the girls to tell them that we would be going on tour. y/n no longer lives with them but I texted her and she said she had brought the twins over to visit everyone.

I was nervous. I would have to be away from y/n and the twins for god knows how long. I don't know if I will cope. She was my other half and I needed her with me. I loved her and I didn't want to be away from her for so long.

We pulled up to their house and I was nervous. I don't know why but I felt like I was letting her down. So many people have left her and I don't want to be another person she has to add to that list.

We walked up to the door and Dinah didn't even knock, she just walked straight in and announced her presence.

"I'm here dawgs. Where's my girl at" She practically yelled as she walked into the living room. Zoe jumped up from the couch and jumped into Dinah's arms. Dinah peppered Zoe with kisses. They were a cute couple and I loved how in love they were. This was going to be hard for them too.

I noticed that y/n wasn't in the room and they twins weren't either. Zander must have noticed me looking as he told me she was in her old room. I made my way upstairs and into y/n's room. I saw her lying on the bed playing with her children. Small giggles filled the room as she made her kids laugh. I was memorised by the sight of her with her children. I was going to miss this.

I moved my way further into her room and gently lied down on the bed next to her. She looked at me and smiled I placed a small kiss on her forehead. She turned back to her children and gave them each a big raspberry. Both of their laughter filled the room and I couldn't help but smile.

"Hey the girls and I have some news, do you think you could come downstairs?" I asked as she kissed her children's heads

"Sure" she replied and gave me a kiss on the lips. I smiled into the kiss causing her to do the same thing. She placed one more kiss on my lips and picked up the kids. She carried them downstairs and I followed. She placed the kids in their bouncers and sat on the couch next to me.

"Okay so as you guys know our album is coming out soon. We are so excited for y'all to hear it. But we are also going on a world tour." Normani announced. I felt y/n sink into the couch even more and I knew she knew she would have to raise the kids on her own. I placed my hand on her thigh and she placed hers on mine and squeezed it gently.

Zoe jumped straight into Dinah's lap and snuggled into her. I felt y/n move and she got up and grabbed the twins and headed back upstairs. Everyone looked upset as they all had the same thoughts as y/n. I saw Camila get up and rush up behind y/n. I felt helpless and I knew I should have gone to y/n but I didn't know what I would say or do. For now I know Camila knows what to do.

❀Camila's POV❀

I headed upstairs after y/n. She was obviously hurting and I knew she just needed someone right now. I walked into her room to see her lying down on her bed snuggling with her children. I got into the bed behind her and hugged her. I felt her start to cry and I knew she was breaking. I quickly got up and put the kids in the pop up crib that was in the room.

I made my way back to y/n and held her on my arms. She was crying hard now, I rubbed her back to try and calm her down. A little while later I felt her start to calm down. I kissed her head and she looked up at me and smiled.

"Why doesn't everyone leave me Camz?" She asked with tear stained cheeks

"Oh y/n/n, we aren't leaving you. We will just be away for a little while. We are coming back. We all love you and the kids, Lauren especially. She loves you y/n/n." I replied as I gave her a reassuring smile.

"You promise?" She asked as she nuzzled her face into the crook of my neck.

"I promise" I replied and kissed her head. I felt her breathing slow and saw her drift off to sleep. Once I was convinced she was asleep, I carefully pealed her off of me and grabbed the twins out and changed them into their pyjamas. I carried them downstairs and gave them to Dinah and Zoe who were the only other ones up. "Where's Lauren?" I asked them as I made my way to the kitchen to get the kids their bottles.

"Uhh I think she is outside" Dinah replied. I nodded and grabbed the bottles out of the microwave and gave them to Dinah and Zoe to feed them. I made my way outside and saw Lauren sitting on the porch swing. I made my way over and sat down next to her.

"I hurt her Camz. I let her down and now she hates me" Lauren let out and rested her head on my shoulder.

"No, no Lauren that's not it at all Lauren. She is just upset, a lot of people have left her in her life Lo, she thought we were going to leave her to. I promised her we were coming back. She is fine." I said and kissed her head.

"Positive?" She asked

"Positive" I replied. "She's upstairs if you wanna go snuggle" I told her. She nodded and got up. I sighed to myself as I watched her walk inside. I know y/n is a fighter, but I reckon she'll struggle with this one.

❂Lauren's POV❂

I walked over to Dinah and Zoe and picked up the sleeping kids and brought them upstairs saying goodnight to the couple. I placed them both in the same crib and puled the blanket over them a little bit as they cuddled into each other.

I looked over to the bed and saw y/n cuddled into herself. She looked so upset it broke my heart. I undressed myself and put on one of y/n's old t-shirts. I climbed into the bed behind her and she almost instantly cuddled into me and I sighed. I didn't want to leave her but I knew I had to. But I will be back.