Electric Blue Heart

Australia Part One

♫Your POV♫

"I'm pregnant" I announced to everyone as I broke down in Camila's arms. I was soon engulfed in a big group hug by everyone and I wouldn't be more grateful for their support.

"Who's the father?" Dinah asked

"Luke" I said looking down and playing with my fingers

"I swear to god if he forced you to do anything I will—" Zander started saying before I cut him off

"He didn't, it was a mutual thing and we used protection, but I guess it broke or something" I said still not looking up

"Then where is he now?" Zander asked now a bit angry. I looked up at him and he had a hard stone cold expression on his face. I walked over to him and hugged him and let my tears fall. He took a second before he wrapped his strong arms around my frame. We stood together for a little bit until I pulled away. He wiped my tears away and I took in a deep breath.

"Uhhh when I told him about it he started yelling at me saying it was my fault and he said he didn't want anything to do with me or the child. I told management the other day and they told me once we finished in Asia they were going to get rid of 5SOS and replace them with someone else for the Australia leg." I told everyone. I felt Zander tense up as I told him what happened. I placed my hand on his arm and he looked at me and his expression softened. "Please don't do anything to him. He is not worth it and I don't want the public finding out just yet." I told him and he sighed and kissed my head, nodded and walked out of the room.

Hailee followed him and so did Dom. I sat down in the chair and put my head in my hands. Even though he didn't say anything I feel like Zander is disappointed in me. I feel like I've let him and my siblings down. How am I meant to raise a child at the age of 19 with no one else to be there for me.

Camila came over and rubbed my back. I was grateful that she was there for me she is a great friend and I wouldn't be able to get through this without her.

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We were now in Brisbane and halfway through the Australian leg of the tour. As I am not heavily pregnant yet I won't show too much so management let me finish of the tour. I was thankful that our management was so understanding and supportive.

Ariana Grande joined us as an opening act to replace 5SOS. I didn't hate Luke, I know people tell me I should but I can't. He was probably just scared and the easiest way to deal with it was to take it out on me. If he doesn't want to be apart of his child's life that is his problem.

We had a day off today and I booked an appointment with a local doctor to go and have a check up to make sure everything is going well. I asked Camila if she could come with me as I didn't want to go alone. We called an Uber and we made our way to the doctor's.

We were sitting in the waiting room after I had filled out the needed paper work and we were now waiting for the doctor. I was nervously bouncing my leg up and down until Camila placed her hand on my leg. I looked at her and smiled.

"Nervous?" She asked

"Extremely. What if I have twins, I am not ready for one baby let alone two. What if I a shit parent and my children end up like little brats who think the world owes them something?" I asked ranting to Camila.

"Then you have two little humans that I know you will love with every cell in your body. You will be a great parent and your child or children will love you no matter what. I will be there every step of the way. So will your siblings and I know the girls will be too, and dint forget Hailee" Camila told me as I calmed down.

"y/l/n" the doctor called and Camila and I stood up and followed the doctor.

"Hello my name is Doctor Marlow. Now I understand you are from America not Australia. Is that correct?" She asked and I nodded