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The day was hectic, at least for Taehyung. That day he got out of the hospital and also had to go pick his things up which was a three hour drive out and another three hour drive back. Though.. it would have been less if they took the shorter way but Taehyung had to beg Jungkook until Jungkook finally got why Taehyung didn't want to take the short cut.

Then when they did get there.. Taehyung grabbed his things and also gathered Jimin's things since he didn't want anyone else having them or throwing them away. It seemed like his parents didn't come gather his things which was heart breaking but almost relieving? Taehyung took time in that room they roomed in, taking in every little memory until he was crying in Jungkook's arms.

So here they were. Taehyung held tightly onto Jungkook and shook his head. "This wasn't suppose to happen.. Jungkook.. how did his happen?" Taehyung choked out and Jungkook frowned, stroking Taehyung's hair. "I don't know.. I don't know Taehyung but we're taking one step at a time okay? Now i'm going to start taking the boxes down, you take some time." Jungkook smiled gently before picking up a box.

Taehyung blinked as he shut the door once seeing that people from minutes ago just kept passing by. They were being nosey.. of course.. Taehyung turned away from the door and went over to Jimin's boxes, opening it up to see a few of Jimin's clothing, pursing his lips as he took a sweater out and held it close to his chest. "I hate you.. for thinking about me first you know that?" Taehyung pulled out the picture of him and Jimin.

"I hate you for putting my health before yours.. because you died.. because of your decision to make sure I was okay.. and that makes me hate myself and I don't want to hate myself but I hate myself.. Jimin.. why did you always have to put me first?" Taehyung started to speak, his thumb caressing the picture. Taehyung took a deep breath before hearing a knock.

"Jungkook, you could just walk i-" Taehyung stopped at the door once he opened it, seeing the red eyes Min Yoongi standing in front of Taehyung. Taehyung gripped onto Jimin's sweater before stepping back. Yoongi only stared at Taehyung before a tear fell from his eye. There was only silence.

Then moments passed. "You're here.." Yoongi broke the silence. Taehyung nodded slowly. "I.. I came collect my t-things." He pursed his lips and Yoongi nodded before clicking his tongue, sniffling. "I just.. have a nice trip okay?" Yoongi left the male by the door and Taehyung only stood there until he stepped back into the room and tried to shut the door but soon after Yoongi walked into the room and shut the door.

"I loved him.." Yoongi blurted out with tears in his eyes. "No not loved actually, I love him Taehyung." Yoongi made sure the 'love' in his sentence stood out as he spoke. "When I got the call he.. he died.. I felt like I was dying. I feel like I can't breathe properly without him. Everything inside me is screaming for Jimin.. and.. and he didn't even love me!" Yoongi started to yell at Taehyung but a laugh would break through. "He loved you! I did everything for him, I loved him, I cared for him, I did everything and all you did was push him away!"

Taehyung looked at the floor and held back his emotions as he let Yoongi yell at him. "And then he died! He.. Jimin died and.. I don't know what to do Taehyung.. I don't know.. what am I suppose to do?" Yoongi had his fingers balled into a fist as tears streamed down his cheeks, not giving any shits about how he looked. Taehyung looked up at Yoongi with tears. ".. I'm sorry I killed him.." Taehyung choked out as he dropped the shirt.

Yoongi's heart broke as he stepped towards Taehyung who broke into a cry. "I loved him, As a best friend and I should have explained that to him. I should have, I know that and I should have been calm about it and I.. I didn't mean to ruin everything between you two.. I didn't.. I swear to god I wanted you both to live happily but then.. then everything happened and I killed Jimin and i'm so sorry, I'm sorry I took him." Taehyung tried to stop crying, wiping his tears until Yoongi brought him into a hug.

Yoongi always treated Taehyung like a little brother. He knew what it was like with a father who only cared for money. They never had supportive fathers and their mothers were useless as well. So Yoongi was like a big brother and that bond broke when Jimin decided to choose Taehyung over Yoongi.. even though Taehyung didn't want anything to do with Jimin romantically. Even so.. Jimin's gone and Yoongi couldn't change that.

"Taehyung.. you killing Jimin? Is something you think you did. I don't know the whole story and I won't say anything but you didn't kill Jimin. Everything happens for a reason right? And even if we don't like what is being sacrificed.. we live with it and you.. and you live with this and just remember it as a bad memory. You did not kill Jimin Taehyung, you hear me?" Yoongi pulled away, wiping away his tears and clearing his throat.

Taehyung looked at Yoongi before going over to the box and pulling out a small shoe box. "I uhm.. helped Jimin pick this out just before he ended it. He loved you.. I knew he did.. I think he was just scared of being with someone who was.. not me I guess I-" Taehyung gave Yoongi the box. Yoongi held onto the box before nodding, smiling lightly. "Thanks."

With that, Jungkook walked in. "Three boxes down, two lef- oh.. hello." Jungkook looked at the mint haired boy. Yoongi didn't give no attention since he did have red eyes and puffy eyes. "Hello, I was just leaving. Have a safe trip." Yoongi breathed out and gave Taehyung a smile, ruffling up his hair. "Don't blame yourself.. everything happens for a reason. Call me if you need anything." He spoke and Taehyung nodded.

Once Yoongi was gone, Jungkook looked at Taehyung who was slipping on Jimin's sweater. The corner of Jungkook's lip lifted as he grabbed another box. "Bring the other and we'll be on our way." He breathed out and Taehyung nodded, grabbing the box and taking one last look before leaving the dorm.