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"Are you sure you're not hungry?" Taehyung's mother asked. Taehyung only shook his head with a smile. "I'm fine okay? Don't worry about me, go on." He shooed his mother away who nodded and kissed Taehyung's forehead. It's been a whole day with his mother and he felt somewhat okay. Just having his mother made his mood better than ever.. even though Jungkook made him feel the same.

Speaking of Jungkook, the male didn't know how to feel. He felt so stupid for even telling Jungkook to kiss him.. or even wanting Jungkook to kiss him. If his mom didn't walk in.. he'd probably would have let Jungkook kiss him.. and he knew it was wrong but maybe he didn't care. Then he thought about the girl.. how he would feel in her position.. trusting his boyfriend when taking care of another.. he couldn't.. he wouldn't.

Taehyung's mother did have a few things to do while she was there though so she left Taehyung alone for a couple of hours. So now Taehyung had access to the internet since he got a phone from his mother who assumed his phone got crushed and she was correct. Once he logged into his social media, his eyes widened from how many messages he had.

All the posts.. all the posts about Jimin had his throat drying as he held back the tears of reading about memories or seeing pictures. Until he came across a video. Taemin, Jimin and Taehyung's friend had posted a video of the two. The male hesitated to even click but eventually he did. The video was in their dorm, the two accidentally ate edibles which kind of had them going bonkers.

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"I feel like i'm here but i'm not here-" Jimin tried to explain to Taehyung who was blanked out on the pillow with flowers on it. Jimin pushed Taehyung and Taehyung fell onto his side with a groan. Not even stopping himself from falling. Jimin broke into laughter, clapping his hands as he fell back but hit his head on the wall while doing so. "Ow!" He whined as he rubbed his beard harshly.

Taehyung got up from the bed and pointed at Taemin. "Don't show my mom- she'll beat my ass with a shoe or maybe a wooden paddle-" he kept his pointing. A chuckle was heard as Taemin nodded while holding the camera to the two. "Fuckkk, why is the world spinning- oh my god i'm in the future- wait fuck! Call my mom i'm scared!" Jimin freaked out on the bed.

Taehyung grabbed the chips and sat on the bed next to Jimin, throwing cheeto's at him while he would also eat some. "Bitch, you're going to get us thrown out the window shut your beautiful face." Taehyung tossed a cheeto once again.  Jimin looked at Taehyung and smiled. "I love you." He dragged out. "I love you too."

"God you two are gay." Taemin laughed before ending the video.

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Indeed it was not something someone should post after a passing but Taemin's post seemed to be filled with happy moments with Taehyung and Jimin. As for Taehyung, he just kept playing the video over and over.. more specifically the 'I love you' part just to hear it from Jimin one more time.

Taehyung managed to hold his tears back as he carried on until he got to his snapchat, opening up his memories and clicking onto the video with Jimin and him on the bed. It was the night they had sex. It was weird that Taehyung clicked on it right? But it was the longest video of mainly Jimin.

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Taehyung started recording, half of his face showing while Jimin peppered Taehyung's cheek with kisses. "You're so darn cute Taehyung." He spoke before poking Taehyung's cheek. "Boop." He laughed, Taehyung's laughter following along. When Jimin noticed the camera, he winked before moving in closer.

The video contained Jimin doing cute poses or just being cute in general. "Oh god Jimin you have boogers!" Taehyung was heard. Jimin moved away from the camera. "No I don't! Do I! Oh my god delete that!" Jimin tried to grab the phone. "No! Never!" Taehyung yelled while trying to get up but Jimin grabbed the phone. "And its just in, Park Jimin is so totally and completely in love with his best friend oh my god!" He gaped while looking at the phone. "Okay bye." He laughed and it ended.

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More videos, more of Jimin's voice. Until eventually Taehyung was crying in bed, holding his phone close as he listened to the voice over and over. "Taehyung.." a voice was heard. Taehyung looked up at the male standing by the door with flowers and what seemed to be chocolate. "Jimin's gone.. he's really.. my best friend is gone.." he choked out.

Seokjin put the flowers and chocolates aside before going over to Taehyung who stared at his phone, tearing running down his face as Seokjin got into the bed and pulled him close. Taehyung choked out a sob and clung onto the older male. For a moment, he felt the old sparks he felt with Seokjin back then. He felt everything he missed.

Though.. he still wished it was Jungkook. The hold of Jungkook always made him feel okay. His comforting words always made him feel okay. Jungkook made him feel okay. "He's gone.." Taehyung mumbled into Seokjin's shoulder. He didn't know what to say.. because what he really meant was.. Jungkook was gone. Jimin was gone and the old Taehyung was gone too. God Taehyung was just so lost.

It wasn't going to be a surprise if Jungkook just suddenly left. Taehyung was waiting for it. So instead of thinking about Jungkook, Taehyung held onto Seokjin as tight as he could. "I love you." Taehyung forced himself to say as he looked up at the male who smiled gently. "I love you too." He spoke, booping Taehyung's nose.

Taehyung forced a smile before slowly moving his hand behind Seokjin's neck and resting on his nape before slowly leaning in until their lips connected. Did he want it? Not really.. but it distracted him. Besides, he did have an imagination and right now the male he was kissing was not Seokjin but.. Jungkook. Just for a distraction.. just for now.