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*Song: Only A Memory - Icon For Hire*

1) Sometimes 'I'm fine' means so many things that only the person saying the words know the true meaning.

2) I fall and break and shatter, for the pain everyone has caused me.

The pain I caused my self.

3) I am forever alone

4) When I say 'I'm fine' it's a white lie. I cry,break,shatter, tremble and fall. I let people break me, for this is all I know. I don't know how to say 'No, I'm scared. I'm broken'. I feel like a living time bomb, about to break down into tear's.

5) I dye my hair black. I wear black clothes. I put black makeup on. I look tried. I never smile. I have no friends. And all I want to do is cry but crying is for the weak and even though I hid my scars with my jacket, I will forever feel broken but...I'm strong and can stay strong  a little bit longer before I break down

6) If I let you in please don't break anything

7) "Are you Okay?"

T - Torn

I - Insecure

R - Ruined

E - Emotional 

D - Depressed

8) My biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way I see myself

9) Just like everybody else.

You'll get bored of me.

You'll get annoyed by me.

You'll hate me.

You'll stop talking to me.

You'll leave me.

Eventually

10) "Are you okay?"

No, I'm not. Not at all. I'm depressed . I have anxiety. I biggest fear is rejection. I went to tell someone. Maybe I should tell you. I need someone is hug me, tell me is gonna be okay. I want to tell someone, I want to spill out everything. But what if I tell you and you reject me? What is you think I'm asking for attention?

"I'm fine, just tried. thanks though"

11) No one really cares until something dramatic happens 

12) I smile, laugh and act like everything is perfect everyday but on the inside everyday I'm slowly losing a part of my soul, my heart and soon I will not even be living on the inside.

13) I'm the type of girl who smiles to make everyone's day. Even though I'm dying on the inside

14) I feel like I don't have the right to be depressed when so many people have it worst

15) I get so jealous because I know how easily  replaceable I am

I'm nothing special.

16) "Why don't you accept compliments?"

"Because it feels like I'm being lied to"

17) You know those nights, where you lay in you bed and have your hand on your mouth so you don't make a sound, as tears stream down your face and you can feel your heart just breaking

18) I keep a lot of shit to myself because in reality nobody gives a fuck

19) Faking a smile is much easier then why you are sad

20) I am the type of person that will sit in the bathroom and cry, but walk out like nothing happened.

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I'm not depressed but my parents are split and I hate my father and I do cry then I do walk out and say I'[m fine and put on a fake smile and laugh but I love school cause all my Amazing friends allow me to smile.

-Navenka

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