you deserve better (5SOS)

Chapter 11: Why?

Noelle's POV.

I started hanging out with the guys more. They were a lot nicer than I expected. I avoided Luke any way I could. Until this morning..

We left Miami and took off to New York City. The last stop on the tour. We had 4 days. I had 4 days until my little escape was over, and I would go home to my sadness. I would also have to leave Sky.

I walked backstage of yet another concert. I was sitting in between the Tomlinson brothers who were in deep conversation about Eleanor. Louis was considering proposing to her.

"Okay Noe, your a girl. Which ring do you think I should get her ?

" Go with the second one. It looks more her style.

" Also, how should I give it to her ? I was thinking on stage".

"Not the best idea. The fans are going to to crazy and start hating on her if you do that. Maybe a private date". I said. We bounced around ideas until the guys were back from interviews and we could go to the bus. We didn't stay in a hotel this time which made it difficult for me to avoid Luke. But the next morning it was impossible for me to avoid him....

Luke's POV.

I couldn't be avoided by my own sister forever. I walked out to the main area and asked to talk to her. We walked outside...

"Listen, Noelle I'm not going to yell at you I just want to ask you one simple question".

"What".

" Do you want me to leave you alone. If I really caused you that much pain, say the word and I won't bother you again".

"Luke, what are you talking about ? I love you, you are my brother. Your my best friend. I still want to see you. Gawd I never want to loose you. But you were wrong about Sky and I. I hope you can understand".

"I know I was". I said wrapping her in a hug. She had a light long sleeve sweater on which felt weird. I felt something strange and rigged on her wrists. At first I thought is was some kind of bracelet. The second I touched it she winced.

"Noelle what's wrong?"

" Don't touch me, please".

I grabbed her hand and slowly pulled up her sleeve...

Noelle's POV.

"W-what"? My brother stuttered.

"I-is that what I think it is"? He said with tears brimming his eyes.

"Luke, let me explain. It's not you I swear"!

"W-Why?! WHY"? He screamed collapsing on his knees.

" I-I never meant to hurt you"!

"Luke, please just understand. It's not your fault just listen to me! I'm sorry. I'm sorry".

"I couldn't take it anymore. I ran away. We were parked in the parking lot for a diner to get lunch anyway so I couldn't go too far. I ran into an alleyway with nobody around. I was too emotional to realize Louis, Sky, and Michael followed me.

I took my phone out of my pocket and searched through my photos. I found an old picture of Tay and just bawled.

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT". I screamed at the picture.

" YOU MADE ME DO THIS. YOU MADE ME THIS WAY"! I yelled before throwing my phone as hard as I could at the brick wall where it shattered into a million pieces. Soon Louis and Michael came and picked me up (literally) while trying to calm me down. When we got to the bus Luke was nowhere to be seen. As soon as they set me down I engulfed Louis and Mikey in a hug. Sky had gone to find my brother. By then it was only 10:00 in the morning. We were on the rode again by noon. I was too traumatized to speak to anymore. They all knew what happened. My dirty little secret was revealed. And I couldn't deal with it any longer...

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A/N: Sorry it took me 3 days to update guys.. I would have had this up this afternoon but something came up..... I sprained my wrist. I was in the doctors office for about an hour and couldn't get to my phone I'm sorry :( but as I said in about two weeks this story will be ending. I know it's soon but I'll be updating this story as fast as I can to finish this up. It's not that I don't want to do Wattpad anymore but with school starting next week I need to focus on that. I will be starting my Calum Hood Fanfiction soon. I'm hoping the release will be around mid-September. Please go support that I'm gonna go but thanks for reading you guys are great !

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