you deserve better (5SOS)

chapter 4. Im Sorry

Noelle's POV.

I began having the same dream from the plane every single night. But, the night of the fight It was a little different. this time I was having a lucid dream. The dream was going on as it usually does. But this time, I could fight back. As soon as the masked boy appeared right before the dream ended I yanked the hood down to reveal the masked "protector" as I referred to him as. All I remember was waking up and screaming at the top of my lungs. I forgot who the person was, but I figured threw out the day I would remember or just wait till I would fall asleep tonight. Luke came rushing into the bedroom.

"WHAT'S WRONG! ARE YOU HURT!" He asked.

" I'm fine, just a bad dream that's all. Sorry I scared you." After he left for rehearsals I decided to go to the hotel pool, so I could get the dream out of my mind. I headed to the elevator 1 hour later in full swim attire. Just as the door was about to close somebody's foot stops the doors from closing. Skylar. Just great.

" Oh my Gawd are you okay, your eye. Shit did Luke do that? if he did I'll kill him!".

" Noelle relax, I fell in the shower after I went back to the room."

Skylar's POV.

I lied. Luke did hit me the second Noe was gone. But I just couldn't tell her that. For some odd reason she wouldn't look at me. the entire walk down to the pool she just starred at the floor.

" Look, I'm really sorry about last night. Honestly, I hope your not in too much trouble."

She still wouldn't answer me or even glance up. I could tell something was wrong.

" Noelle would you please just look at me I'm sorry!"

Noelle's POV.

It was him. As soon as we walked out of the elevator he grabbed my wrist. Just like the boy in the dream. Suddenly I had a flashback. Right before Luke came in when I screamed, I pulled down the hood. It was him. He was the one who took away my scars. He was the one who saved me. But, that was just a dream. it couldn't be real could it? We hung out pool side for a while. We were so busy talking we forgot to actually get in.

"Well, I'm gonna hop in" he said, "Wanna join?"

I didn't budge. I had forgotten one very small, very important fact. I couldn't take my jacket off. I had grabbed one as I walked out the door to cover up my wrists. I didn't think anybody would be swimming at that time so I thought I could just leave it. Unfortunately I was wrong.

" Sorry Sky, but I need to go." I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. Suddenly he caught up with me. I was trapped in the elevator with nowhere to go but to him.

" You can't avoid me forever. Just please tell me what your problem is!"

At that exact moment, what he did was the worst thing that could happen. my biggest secret, my biggest fear was now out in the open. He grabbed me into a hug and when I wasn't looking took off my jacket. A single tear streamed down my face, as he realized he was holding my cut and wounded wrists.

" Why Noelle, why? your so much better than this."

" Than you must not know me". That was all I could say. Luckily we had reached my floor. I raced to the room unlocked the door and just cried. What if he tells Louis or worse Luke. they'll both be crushed. As soon as I calmed down I texted him..

I'm sorry, you shouldn't have found out that way. I've been threw a lot and it would mean the world to me if you kept this our little secret. Please, your the only one who would understand.

I never got a text back. by then. It was 2:30 in the afternoon. Luke wasn't supposed to get back until 4:30. I couldn't sleep, I didn't feel hungry, nothing worked. my day dragged on until Luke finally came back. He brought take-out for dinner and we stayed up watching movies and laughing like old times. I promice myself that I wouldn't tell him. I also promised myself that I would stop. I had to many things and people that needed me. I finally drifted to sleep at 12:00. At about 3:30 I was woken up by my phone buzzing on the counter. Sky had finally texted back..

Okay, just remember, I'm always here if you feel down. And that's a promise.

I locked my phone and smiled. It was a nice feeling to know that somebody actually cared about you bad that they weren't just trying to get to your brother threw you. And that is why I've fallen for him. I guess that's one more secret I have to keep.....

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A/N.

So, what did you guys think???? I'm REALLY sorry the update took so long. I just got back from vacation this afternoon. But I'm going to try to update every 2-3 days. but anyway that's it hope you like it don't forget to vote and comment, Byeeeeee