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Do You Hate Me?

Those of you who know me, I hope you don't hate me. I hope you don't think I'm a terrible person.
If you don't like me, please just tell me. Say it bluntly to my face.
Tell me when I'm being to much.
Tell me when I'm being annoying.
Let me know when to shut the fuck up.

I'm hurt, sad, and slightly pissed off.
Not by any of you.
By some people at my school. I don't want any of you to hate me but if you do then fucking spam it on my message board.
TELL ME!

Sorry about this rant.

I found out today that I'm hated by a lot of people in my school, and they talk about me behind my back. I thought they were my friends, but I knew everyone I talked to was fake. You could tell in there tone when they talk to me.

The thing is, is that I don't know why. I have done nothing wrong to them. I know I can be a bitch sometimes, but everyone can. Its human nature. But I don't know why they hate me and that's what makes it worse.

I found out from a friend. A genuine friend. They overheard a bunch of people talking bad about me. I can take it. I'm strong. I don't need them. But the thing is they won't tell me the rest of who it is. I only know two people.

An old "friend."
And a new "friend."

But damn does it hurt... I'll be okay though. Promise.

I just need to know when I'm overdoing things, if you hate me or dislike me, or if you just want me to leave completely.

Say it to my face. Don't talk behind my back.

Sorry for this little rant...