look at you
I feel like everyone hears jealousy as a negative word, but I don't think it has to be. I'm jealous of the people that can tell you they love you in a platonic way and not feel wrong. i'm jealous of the people that get to hold your hand, or look at you. Of course, I look at you, but when I do, I regret it. I look at you and my heart starts to race. My face gets red, and my hands start to shake. You make me nervous. I feel like i'm going to mess things up. When I catch you looking at me, its even worse. I look at you and wish you knew the way I thought about you. Yesterday, if i were next to you, if I talked to you, maybe I'd feel happier right now. But I feel your distance, and it scares me. i don't want to lose you completely, but at the same time, I'm not good enough for you.❤️
YOU ARE READING
words to you, my muse
Romanceyou said you liked my writing. so here's a journal full of it. ================================ read with an open mind. all words/entries are written by me unless stated otherwise.
