words to you, my muse

12/5/18 4:57pm

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I didn't know how to feel when I first realized that I love you. It's still weird to comprehend for me.

I love someone?

I remember the first day I really talked to (x) about you. I remember their reply telling me that "thats exactly how people think and talk and feel when they're in love". I was surprised, I didn't know how to reply. Since I had told myself that I wouldn't fall in love like that, the idea of me loving someone never crossed my mind. (x) made me hesitate. Then, a few days after that, (X) told me "oh yeah, you're definitely in love with him". (X) and (x) kept telling me these things, but I always denied it because I thought I was stupid.

I kept thinking about you more and more everyday, you made me happier, you made me feel things, you made my heart feel things I have never felt before. And it was good, it was really good. I was so happy and realized that it's not so bad to love someone so,

I love you.

everytime I say that to myself or to someone (telling them that I love you) it makes me heart go crazy.