feeling such sorrow from these thoughts, even though you're my happiness
today has just been one of those days, one of those days where my brain feels like its going to overheat and explode. I think about you a lot. today has been one of those days full of overthinking. since you always seem to be on my mind, I will always overthink about things regarding you. When I'm sad, especially when it has to do something about you, I crave you more. I crave your presence, your words, everything. it makes things worse when I realize that you aren't mine. I feel wrong. I feel wrong to feel these things for someone who I'm sure doesn't reciprocate.
I wish you knew that someone thinks about you the way I do. I can't tell you in fear of ruining things again. So I keep my mouth shut and let myself cry until I feel better. One day I hope to not overthink anything regarding you, whether it be your silence or your actions.
thats my goal. and maybe then I won't have to be so sad.
YOU ARE READING
words to you, my muse
Romanceyou said you liked my writing. so here's a journal full of it. ================================ read with an open mind. all words/entries are written by me unless stated otherwise.
