Girl Trouble - JENLISA (completed)

Chapter 14: New Eyes

LISA

It's  been two years since Jennie and I have last seen each other. Back then,  I didn't even know that'd be the last time I'm going to see her. In a  blink of an eye, she was gone. She didn't give me a chance to tell her  that it's going to be okay but maybe she don't need me to.

I  was hurt, she left without saying goodbye but maybe that was the right  thing to do as well. I wouldn't have let her go If she tried to say  those words in person. I'd be the person that'd stop her from  experiencing the things that she wanted to do on her own. It reminded me  a lot of myself when I wanted to live my life the way I wanted to and  I'm not going to take that away from her.

This  was her decision and I should respect it. However, I still had to find  her. It took months before I was able to track her whereabouts. I found  out that she eventually moved out of the country and lived in Japan. I  was more than relieved but I couldn't let her go just like that without  her knowing that she didn't have to hide from her father anymore.

She  has to know that she didn't need to hide anymore. She can go out  whenever she pleases and she didn't need to hide her identity anymore. I  took care of it as promised. I ended up buying 40% of shares at KM  entertainment. The remaining ten are for little investors and 50% stays  with Sung Soo. It's funny how much he respected me now more than ever. I  could easily sell my shares to his competition effortlessly. I had to  make a point and he understood who I was.

The  man has a lot of shit to learn and accept but at least we are  progressing. That's what power does. At the end of the day, the food  chain is definitely real. I'm a hawk and he's a grasshopper. In exchange  for that power,  I became a very busy business woman. So much for being  an idol and so much for living simple after that dream didn't come  true. I accepted that I'll never have the life I truly wanted but I  wasn't complaining. It's just how it is and you gotta make sacrifices.

I  wrote Jennie a letter in response to what she left me back at the  hotel. I made sure she got it as I had my people directly give it to her  when I found where she is. I just needed her to know she's going to be  okay and to live her life the way she wanted it to without worrying. I  never heard back from her and that's probably a good thing because If I  did, I will probably miss her even more.

I  don't know how many times I cried because I missed the crap out of  Jennie. I thought I would forget how to breathe. Two weeks of knowing  Jennie did that to me. Was I crazy? Maybe. But she put a spell on me  that I could never seem to get out of and I don't know if I'll ever be.

A  lot has changed since then. Believe it or not, Jisoo and have have  become closer. Maybe closer than comfort because she spends most of her  time with me as I am with her. I've grown to like her more than I  thought.  We bickered a lot but she also took care of me A LOT. The  tables have turned and she'd cook for me whenever she can. She'd always  bring me something and I'd always look forward to seeing her.

There  were times where we just sat together and not talk but it wasn't  awkward it was just that we were both contented with each other's  presence and I was starting to feel things for her. She wasn't afraid to  tell me things  that she thought were wrong hence the bickering but I  also kind of find that attractive about her because she wouldn't back  down.

Sometimes,  I would just look at her lips, they are beautiful. Her heart shaped  lips made me want to lean in close and feel it against mine. I wanted to  be near her and I wanted to annoy the shit out of her every time all  because it's too cute when she turns red.

I  remembered when she said she never allows anyone in her house but  eventually, the girl couldn't resist my charm and invited me to her  place. We'd spend the day just watching movies when we're both free. I  was an outgoing person but she isn't kind of like Jennie but also a lot  different in a way. My feelings for Jennie were intense and passionate.  With Jisoo, she gave me warmth and comfort. At the same time, We  confided in each other a lot. She knew how I was from head to toe and  she was the only person who always pull me back out of my misery. She  made me forget a lot. We've remained friends but as time passed by, I  always felt that there was something more between us. I knew she was  holding back and so was I but maybe it's time to step it up a little  bit.