Girl Trouble - JENLISA (completed)

Chapter 17: Whirlwind

LISA

Ever  since New York happened, things between Jisoo and I have become  unbelievably great.  I'm happy and I'm living in the now. I thought I  was ready to move forward because that's what we're supposed to do  right? Jisoo's quirks and her bright personality takes me to that level  of comfort I thought I'd never find after Jennie left. "Don't wait for me." "If one day, you find someone that will make you happy, don't hold back. Go for it because you deserve it."

Those  were Jennie's written words. I painfully miss her every day. Does she  still think about me? I wonder about those things sometimes. I kept a  picture of her in my office since it's where I am most of the time  anyway.  Those pictures she returned had been back in my wall and it  stayed there ever since then there is one that I'd keep everywhere with  me.

It  was that picture I took of me kissing her. One is with me and the other  one's with her. I always thought if she kept that picture though, she  didn't return that one back. After that letter I sent her, I already  stopped looking for her. Yes, I can probably find her again if I want to  but that's not how I plan to see her again if I ever do one day.

I  want her to return here in her own will if she wants to. I seriously  don't know if that's ever going to happen but that doesn't mean I don't  want to see her anymore. A little part of me hopes she'd still come  back. Though, there's one problem. It's my relationship with Jisoo. I  don't know how she'll react when she finds out about Jisoo and I. I  honestly don't want to think about it because I wouldn't know what to  do.

Will  that day ever come though? It's been a while. I don't know if she'll  even care. Maybe she won't? I don't know but the thought of seeing her  again scares me. What if all those feelings come back? I'm not sure If  it even left at all. But I know I was ready to move on.

It's  been a week since we got back from New York. I seriously had a great  time over there minus the work I had to do. Jisoo and I mostly spent  time exploring the city, taking pictures and visiting shops from one  street to another. It was nice and simple. We didn't do anything grand  but it wasn't dull. It was rather memorable. We kiss here and there, I  held her hand whenever I want to and it she let me do whatever I want  with her finally. We still bickered a lot mind you. But something  changed. After the bickering, she'd turn from being like a child to a  sweet girl in a heart beat and It was adorable as hell.

Today,  I have to attend a bid meeting. We have company's all over the world  that are interested in working with us to mitigate data privacy and  security. My first meeting's at eight am. I really am not familiar with  how this works so I've decided to bring Jisoo with me. She is an expert  after all and had an experience towards hacking. Their company was a  victim of that after all.

I  called the conference room to check if our potential partners are  already there and my secretary informed me that they're in fact there  already. It's going to be a long day, might as well start now. "I'll be  down in a few. Please let them know, I have an expert with me that will  look through their proposal." I ordered her and my secretary complied.  "Ready?" I asked Jisoo. "Of course. Whoever you choose will be up to you  anyway, I'm just here to give advice. It's you who should be ready  silly." She said as she laughed and smiled at me. I kissed her on the  cheek and held her hand as we head to the conference room.

I  was busy browsing through the company info until we finally went inside  the room. Here goes a long fucking day, I thought to myself but as we  walk further inside the room My heart almost stopped as I saw the person  standing across the table. Jennie. It's Jennie Kim.

"Jennie."  I heard Jisoo say her name as she lets go of my hand but I couldn't say  anything. I got all choked up. She's unbelievably beautiful and I've  totally forgotten how she captivated me as I did not expect her to be  coming back at all, let alone seeing her here in my company.