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PacificSoul - Episode#17

Episode#17:
RECAP: Pappu's dad - Heart Attack - Meera feels bad - No other go - Meera starting to the trip.
   Though on one side, I felt bad for Pappu not joining us for the trip, on another side, I convinced myself that the right time has not arrived to express my feelings that I had on him. We started to my mountains. Initially those seemed to be very near to our college, but it took five hours to reach the resort. First place was the garden. It had all beautiful flowers. It reminded me Pappu ..Pappu and only he was filled in my heart. When I looked at the white flowers, it reminded me the flowers that Pappu used to give. Happiness would radiate, like the fragrance from those flowers and would draw all good things towards me. I was all set free in the garden. I was joyful, just like the cool breeze, just like the droplets in the river and just like every petal of the rose. I started to sing songs in the memories of Pappu. As soon as I started to sing, there blew a huge wind and gave ways for the clouds to shower rain. I felt very happy, drenching in the rain drizzles. It was like a blessing from nature and God for me and Pappu to unite in our dream land of love. Yeah, my heart started to accept that I love Pappu and waiting for a right situation to express it. In every flower in the garden, I could see Pappu's smile. In every droplet of the rain, I felt Pappu' s presence and I was completely wet, dancing and singing in the rain with heart full of love on Pappu. I was lost in his thoughts and the beautiful memories that we made. I missed him badly that I could never think of a minute without him in this world. He might not be a physically strong and attractive person. He might not be a good looking and handsome   guy. He might not be a style freak. He might be a nerd. He might be a person whom girls make fun of...But he was worth every mile between us. He was true from his heart. He was the kind of a guy, whom we can share life with..I felt like the luckiest person on earth..A hundred hearts would be too few to carry all my love for him. He made me feel Beautiful. He was there for me when no one else was. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. Thinking of Pappu and missing him to the core, I left the garden and returned to the resort evening. That night, after dinner, we arranges a camp fire in the forest. We played ' Truth or dare', 'If I were You', ' I have never', ' Make me laugh', ' Guess the tune' kind of games. We had a great fun. It was in the 'If I were You' game, in Minu's turn, "If I were Meera, I would love Pappu for his innocence'. "Minu, What???How can you tell this? Why are you like this?? Stop this non sense thought...Stupid you are...How can you ever think of Pappu like this???", I shouted at Minu. "Meera..it was for fun. Why are you so serious about it?? Whats wrong with you? Even if it is true..what bothers you? Its just like Anju and Arjun pair in our gang..Chill Meera". "Minu and Meera, We will pass on to the next game", Anju concluded. "Minu ..I am sorry that I took things personally. I shouldn't have overreacted", I confessed. "Thats ok Meera...It happens..sleep now..Tomorrow morning we have to start early for trekking..", Minu slept. Then I started to talk to myself, "Meera..Think you are too possessive on Pappu..Its all love that makes you do so. Dont overreact and give a way for your friends to find out everything..stay calm...". "Possessiveness", a start for the relationship to move to the next level. Yes, I started to feel the depth of the love that I had on Pappu.

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