7:12pm
Well, I fcked up again. I always do.
I feel like I am either Bipolar or have multiple personalities.
I always do something and when I come back to my senses I realize what is going on. Then I stop what im doing but people get upset.
I need to be in better control of my life.
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Being home alone is great but it sucks at the same time. Its great because no one is here to bother you. It sucks because when you're alone you start thinking things. Thinking is bad.
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I wish a certain person was here. Maybe I wouldn't be feeling so alone and worthless.
I feel like that certain person hates me right now.
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