3:13pm
Insomnia thought it was funny to come back and ruin my life.
I've only gotten 5 hours of sleep in the past 3 or 4 days. Honestly, I'm not keeping track of the days.
I've tried many things but none seem to help.
I've also lost my appetite. I do feel hunger every once in a while but I drink water instead. I don't know what else is wrong with me. Everything? Yeah, I think so.
I guess its my subconscious trying to tell me to lose weight since I'm so fat.
Both my mom and mother-in-law thought I was pregnant. Nope. Just fat from pigging out throughout the quarantine. Being in bed from depression.
But like I said, these past few days, no appetite and no sleep.
The stress is highhhhh! I'm literally desperate to leave this place.
Can't believe its been 4 years since I started this "journal". Time flies.
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Baby Bella is 2 years old now, and mom is about to have her 7th child. Another girl, she named her Natalia.
My sister is also pregnant and her due date is on Christmas Eve.
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I want a baby. I've always liked babies. Maybe if I have one, I'll having something to look forward to.
I don't know what I'm saying. Ignore me.
