Tanner's POV
*haha*
*Will you ever have kids?*
*I love you*
*I love you too*
*goodbye Tanner
*No Taylor wait,*
*Goodbye.*
"Wait" I whispered as I woke up. Ugh, Seriously Tanner you have to stop thinking about her. It's been 7 whole moths move on from her. I got out of my bed and got dressed. As I was getting dressed I was greeted by a visitor. Kiki barged through the door and came to greet me.
"Hi puppy dog, Hi puppy dog" I taunted her as I rubbed her all over
I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about her. She's moved on. Why can't you? It's been almost a full year now and I can't stop thinking of her. I want to move on but I can't. To the fox fam on YouTube, I make it seem like I've moved on but in reality... I haven't. I walked out of my room and found my roommates all hanging out together in the kitchen.
"Hey, guys!" I said putting on a fake smile"Hey, Tanner!" Mateo said
"So what're the plans for today?" I asked grabbing an apple from the pantry
"Umm well, we were thinking that we could do some dirt bike videos, we could film some scooter shots, then go to a party later tonight," Bear said
"Sounds good to me," I said eating into my breakfast.
"Also we were thinking that we could get some Instagram pics later too," Baird said
"Yeah, we could do that," I responded, " but umm guys I'll be back okay?" I said
"Alright," they said
I went outside and into the garage. I opened the door to my Porsh and got in. I started it started driving after I unlocked the gate. I don't know what to do anymore. I drove around town and buried myself in my thoughts. I gathered my thoughts back together when a car almost hit me straight on. Taylor and I are cool now. We're still friends but it's different. I still want her. I still crave her and her touch. I want her. I breathe for her. But I can't have her. When I got back to the house we filmed some stuff for our channels. It was around three in the morning when I finally went to bed. But my thoughts still haunted me. They kept coming back to me like when a dog is returning the ball after it's been thrown. I can't deal with it anymore. I'm done. I got up out of my room and went outside. I dipped my legs into the calm dark water of the pool. It was relaxing. I remembered that I left my door open when Kiki came out. she walked up next to me and laid down. She rested her head in my lap. I stroked her furry little head. I smiled as she looked up at me with those brown dog eyes.
"Kiki, I don't know what I'm going to do anymore," I said looking at the small ripples that were forming as I swayed my feet in the water.
'It's just, I love her Kiki. And I don't know how to get over her." I said to the dog
She gave a light whine.
"Okay, come on girl. Let's go inside," I said standing up.
I walked back to the door and went inside my room and laid back down on my bed. I felt Kiki jump in the bed with me. I draped my arm over her furry body and fell asleep.
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T n' T Love is explosive | √
FanfictionAfter the break up between Tanner and Taylor, Tanner is left heartbroken. His thoughts haunt him at night and when she moves on so quickly it stabs him in the heart. He always seems to appear happy but inside, he isn't, until one day. He and his fri...