After the break up between Tanner and Taylor, Tanner is left heartbroken. His thoughts haunt him at night and when she moves on so quickly it stabs him in the heart. He always seems to appear happy but inside, he isn't, until one day. He and his fri...
When I woke up the next morning with the same feelings as yesterday. I'm just a bit happy without Taylor by my side. It crushes me. And it's my fault. Cause I could t pay for one goddam sandwich. I always like to pay 50/50 but because of one date. God, I'm such an idiot. I groan as my alarm goes off a few minutes later. I woke up early. Again. I stood up after giving my dog her attention. I got out of bed and got dressed. I put on a hoodie and some sweatpants. I walk out of my room and to the kitchen where the guys are.
"You alright Tanner?" Mateo asks "you don't look too good,"
"Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine," I replied
"Alright man," he replied
I take a second to admire this house. I'm an eighteen-year-old boy who owns a giant house and all his closest friends live here. Everyone had moved out last month because of a fight that happened but only my truest friends stayed with me. I grab a granola bar out of the pantry and walk back to my room. I quickly add it then grabbed my phone. I went on Instagram and one of Taylor's post came up on my feed ___
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tayloralesia: addicted to u
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Ugh. I miss her. I miss her talking to me about her day. And her laying with me when she was crying and I would play with her hair. And how she had this cute baby voice when she was with me. I just miss her love. Not her body. Don't get me wrong okay. She's absolute gorgeous but her personality stood out to my first. I just wish I could find a way for her to love me again. I sigh as I put my phone down. I lay down on my bed and rested my eyes for a few minutes.
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I opened my eyes to my phone ringing. I grab my phone and it's a no caller ID. I pick it up and almost immediately hang back up when I hear a fake voice. Ughh. Robotic call. I looked at the time. 8:49 PM
"WHAT?!" I questioned
Kiki turns her head and looks at me. I gently stoke her head which calms me down. I grab my phone and get out of bed. I walk out to see Everyone playing fortnite.
"Are you sure you're not sick?" Bear asked "you've slept through almost the whole day,"
"Yeah I'm fine. I just don't feel the greatest." I reassured him
He nodded and I sat In the kitchen. I grabbed a glass of water and slowly slipped it. Could my feelings for Taylor be making me sick? No. They couldn't. Couldn't they???
