Water (A Sequel to Blood)

Chapter 3

"How's my little girl been?" Matt asked, rubbing your back. You took a drink of water before attempting to speak.
"Lonely.. Depressed.." You answered, gripping onto him tighter. He nodded.
"I know you went to hell.. And I'm so sorry.. I'd give anything to change it." Matt whispered, sounding close to tears. You shook your head and pulled back, looking up at him.
"Not your fault.." You croaked. Matt just cupped your cheek as footsteps approached.
"I have to go.." He explained quietly.
"What? Why?" You whimpered. He kissed your forehead.
"I'll come back soon, just trust me.." Matt assured you. All you could do was nod and accept that he'd come back. Quickly he disappeared and Jay walked into the room.
"(Y/N)! You're awake." She teared up and ran to the bed, hugging you tightly.
"What happened?" You asked. Jay stopped hugging to look up at you.
"What did you say?" She questioned.
"What happened?" You repeated. She hugged you again, grinning.
"It's so great to hear you talk again, (Y/N)!" She exclaimed. You smiled very softly, it had been a while since she'd seemed so excited.
"I think you had a PTSD attack.. The clerk said you were talking to someone before you started screaming.. Then you collapsed and hit your head on a table.. What did you see?" Jay asked softly. You bit your lip.
"It looked like a room in hell.. Sometimes they'd throw us in this dark purple room.. All we could hear was our loved ones screaming.. I didn't hear screaming.. But I heard Crowley and I erupted in... Burning.." You explained, taking a large drink of water. It felt good to talk again, like small weight had been lifted off your shoulders. The door opened and a very attractive looking male walked in. He was tan with raven black hair. His body was fit, but skinny. He seemed confused.
"This isn't the right room..." He said slowly. You couldn't help but stare. As he walked closer.
"I'm looking for my grandfather? Room 412?" He phrased as a question. Jay nodded her head to the left wall.
"4 rooms down... This is 408." She smiled. The man nodded and flashed you a flirtatious smile.
"I owe you one, ladies." He said before quickly leaving. You just looked at Jay.
"He was staring right at you, (Y/N)!" She grinned. You tucked yourself into a ball, you weren't ready for people. Jay understood immediately.
"I'll go get you some food.." She said, patting your leg. You nodded as Jay left the room. As soon as the door shut you looked up.
"Cass... If you can hear this... I need you.. I can't do this alone.... I'm so scared." You whimpered. After a few minutes you started again.
"Please, Castiel.." You begged. Two seconds later the room was filled with a whooshing sound. You looked up to see Castiel leaning on the wall.
"Do you have any idea how loud you are?!" He snapped at you.
"I-I'm sorry.. I-..." You started to cry. Remorse shown in his eyes as he disappeared. When you were alone again Matt appeared, wrapping his arms around you.
"How dare he talk to you like that!" Matt growled. You just cried, because you hadn't meant to upset him. You were just so scared. Matt rubbed your back.
"It's okay, (Y/N)... We'll get through this.." He assured you. But you didn't believe him. You'd seen Sam, had a hallucination, and were in the hospital. But Castiel had shown up to yell at you. Nothing was okay.