Water (A Sequel to Blood)

Chapter 7

After the tiny fiasco with Sam, you decided you needed to get out of there. Jay said she wanted to stay behind so you took the car and left. A light bruise was beginning to show on your neck, and you just wanted to cry. Why did everything bad happen to you?
  “It's okay, Buttercup.” Matt said from the passenger seat. You swerved slightly, startled by his sudden appearance.
  “You scared the hell out of me!” You nearly shouted, beginning to drive normally again.
  “Sorry about that.. I know you're upset..” He said. You sighed.
  “Maybe we can fix this?” Matt offered. You shook your head.
  “It won't happen..”
  “We'll call Castiel and fix this.” He suggested.
  “Cass isn't listening.”

  You pulled out of a drive through, a bag of food sitting in your lap. Matt had gone quiet, but the silence was broken by your phone ringing. You answered it.
  “Hello?”
  “Is this (Y/N)?” Lempo's voice greeted, making you grin.
  “Yep, hi Lempo.” You responded.
  “I'm so happy to hear that! I was wondering if you wanted to go to the zoo with me.” He offered. You paused, after everything you'd been through you deserved a break. No hunting, no hurting.. Just fun.
  “I'd love to.”
  “Great! So since you're on the road I'll text you my address and you can pick me up.” He said. You hadn't told him you were driving.
  “How did you know I was driving?” You questioned.
  “I can faintly hear the motor and traffic.” He answered.
  “So is it a deal?”
  “Be there soon.” You said, hanging up. Matt looked at you sternly.
  “Castiel isn't going to like this.” He said like a sudden voice of reason. You turned.
  “How dare you, Matt. You don't know anything! Castiel has abandoned me.. I thought the last time I saw him there was a chance… But he's not even watching up there… I'm being hurt, having attacks.. And he isn't here for any of it.. What am I supposed to do? Continue to hurt and hope?” You asked. Matt sighed.
  “He's doing his best and you know that..”
  “Sometimes your best isn't good enough.”