Forever {M.E.}

Chapter 18

Abigail's POV-

My dad.

What is he doing here? I'm not supposed to leave for another two days. No he can't pick me up. I can't leave Matt yet! Matt. Where's Matt? My thoughts get interrupted by my dad pulling on me forcefully. "Did you hear me?" He snaps his finger in front of me and I shake my head, no.

"I said do you have your stuff ready?" I look over at Shawn and he has his suitcase and backpack with him. Aaron's hugging him and whispering his last goodbyes.

"No I'm not ready. I thought we were leaving in two days?" He shrugs his shoulders. "Well sorry to break it to you but we have to go.

"No." He turns around and walks over to me. He takes in a deep breath and fake laughs. "We are leaving. Now go get your things." I stand my ground and cross my hands over my chest. Where the fuck is Matt?

"Hey Abby! I found this really funny video you have to come see this- oh hello, are you Abigail's dad?" Matt awkwardly turns off his phone and shoves it into his short pocket. He reaches his hand out to my dad and he just looks at him before actually shaking it. I clear my throat and walk into my room.

"This is it," I whisper to myself trying to hold back the tears. "I'm leaving my mom, my best friends and Matt." I take a deep breath and pack my last clothing items into my suitcase. I put my hoodie on and my warmer sweatpants since I'll probably wake up in Canada.

I take a look around my room once more and take in all of the memories that have happened. From the moment that Matt and I started dating to him going to the hospital. To our first intense make out session in my bedroom. To Aaron admitting that he was in love with me. I sigh and turn around when I bump into someone. I see that it's Matt and he has tears rolling down his face. I caress his cheek and wipe the tears. He holds on to my hand and pulls my other hand, wrapping it around his neck.

"I still haven't taken you out on our picnic date or to go watch the stars. I won't be able to hug or kiss you anymore. I won't be able to tell you how much I love you. I won't be able to express how deeply in love I am with you. I won't be able to be there for you when you need me. I already feel like I'm failing you. Abigail I, I need you in my life. You've helped me become a better me. Since I've met you I've experienced the kind of happiness that makes you lay down in bed and think about that person. I don't know what I'll do if you leave me. Well you already are but I know it's not because you want to. Right?" I look into his eyes and see everything. How sad and broken he is.

He pulls me in for a hug and I cry into his chest. I pull him closer to me hoping to make this moment last longer. I let go and pull him in for a kiss. He wraps his arms around my waist deepening the kiss. I pull away and start to kiss his neck making him moan. I start leaving sweet kisses all over his neck and go back to his soft lips. I peck them once again and stay there looking at him. We look deep into each other's eyes. I show him a small smile and he smiles back, leaning his forehead against mine. We lock eye contact and I close my eyes. I take a mental picture of this moment. The way my arms are wrapped around his neck. The way our foreheads are pressed together. How his lips were soft against mine. How his arms wrap around my waist holding on tightly.

I open my eyes and everything is gone. Matt's gone. I'm not in my room anymore. I look around and white walls surround me. I start to breath heavy and my heart beat picks up. What's happening? Why is this happening to me? Then that's when it all ends...

I jump out of bed and my heavy breathing fills the room. "Abigail! Abby, are you okay?" I look around and Matt, Shawn, Aaron and my mom are all around my bed. Was I dreaming?

"What happened? Where's dad?" I look around my room thinking he's in here somewhere.

"Abby sweetie, your dads coming in two days." My mom presses her hand against my forehead and gasps. "You are very hot. Just lie down and I'll make you some soup." I lye back down and the guys start asking me questions.

"Why were you asking for dad?" I look over at Shawn.

"What time is it?" I sit up and take a drink from the cup of water that Matt gave me. He sits down next to me and rubs my back gently. "It's 3." Shawn tells me. I sigh and lay back down in bed, gathering my thoughts in the process.

"Hey guys, can you give Matt and I a minute?" Im gonna tell Matt.

"Sure thing baby sis." Shawn kisses my forehead and walks out the room with Aaron following behind.

"What's wrong?" Matt sits at the edge of the bed and grabs my hand.

"What I'm about to tell you, I don't want you to get mad." When Matt gets jealous, things aren't pretty.

"Anything for you babe. So what's on your mind?" He scoots closer to me and holds on to me, tightly.

"Aaron kissed me."

I'm terribly sorry that I haven't updated one bit! I've been so busy with school that I haven't been able to write as much. Here's a small chapter! Hope you guys enjoy.

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-abigail ❤️