Fall (Ereri)

Chapter 4

        "No!" I yelled at him. I wanted it, but not now.

A few more moments of silence past. Painfully slow moments. "Whatever, Eren. There is difference between love, and whatever this is... and besides, I'm already in a relationship, I don't need you tonight"

        My heart pounded,  he could've at least told me he was dating someone!  Or sorta dating someone!  I sat up and pushed him away "Sorta? whats that supposed to mean!?"

        His face stayed the same, "listen kid, I'm not gonna jump into a real relationship with a brat that I just met! You were having a nightmare,  I tried to calm you down. Not to mention you have a nice face that I could fuck" 

My jaw dropped,  I started feeling a rage in the pit of stomach. I wasn't mad at him, but at me. He quickly got up mumbling what sounded like "they say ignorance is bliss, they're right."

        My rage turned towards him as he was almost past the bedroom door.  "Sorta in a relationship, means fuck all!" He turned around and leaned against the door frame, his face painted with annoyance.  He pointed a finger towards me then towards the door, "Get out."

        My rage burned hotter than fire, to add to that I also felt hints of guilt, and sadness.  "I'm sorry!" I yelled out in frustration.  He sighed, "How 'bout you get to know me before you start telling me about my relationship status, got it, kid?"

        I nodded while awkwardly scratching the back of my head, I was calming down.  I found it strange that he calmed me down while I was that aggravated. The only people who could to do that easily was my mom and Mikasa. I was almost amazed that Levi could do it while still being a dick.  I inhaled deeply before sitting on the bed and shamefully looking down," can I still stay?"

He took a deep breath. "Fine"

I leaned back into to his bed, and he crawled back in.

        "So do you wanna get coffee at some point?"

        I felt a blush sweep across my cheeks.  "Like.. a date?"

        He crossed his arms and sighed before looking down and sarcastically answering with " Yes, a date, because I'm not just trying get to know you and I'm totally not sorta in a relationship already."

       "Or you just wanna fuck me"

He smirked. "That too" 

I felt like an idiot, but I still laughed. He set a hand on my stomach, slowly he twisted his fingers with my shirt. Its like he knew my belly was ticklish. I twitched with every soft touch he laid on my stomach. I started to giggle like a child, that's something that hasn't happened for what seems like forever.  I finally got to pulling my whole body onto the bed, while Levi still had his hands gently set on my hips.

"Why do you want to fuck me if you're already in a relationship?"

He shrugged. "I'm pretty sure he's married, but I'm a total slut for him. Besides me, tell me about yourself... where you grew up, friends, family.. anything that'll help me get to know you.." He changed the subject.

  I took a deep breath and exhaled.

        "I'm 18 years old,  I was born in Germany but ended up moving to the Bronx because of my fathers career when I was 9. When we lived in Germany, my parents adopted my sister Mikasa." I reminded myself about too much loss, I started to choke on the upcoming sobs.

        "A-and a month ago....."

        My head went down into my palms and my body shook all over. Levi wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear,"You don't have to say that part.. you don't have to say anything if you'd like..."