invisible ➳ hemmings au

letter eight

june 16th

dear luke,

i miss you a lot. i wonder if you miss me like i miss you. i miss everything about you. about us.

i miss your kisses, the way you hug me from behind especially with your tall frame towering over me, your 'good morning beautiful' messages, all the late night conversations we have, the all nighters we used to pull when we slept together, the way you sang me to sleep when i couldn't, when you used to go to my house at three in the morning because i was crying over something stupid and then you would crack your lame jokes in attempts to cheer me up. i also miss the way you would drool when you're sleeping deeply, and the raspy voice you have when you wake up, your lips, your bright blue eyes, those deep dimples i can poke when you smile, how your big hands are entwined in my smaller ones perfectly, your ripped skinny jeans and t-shirts, your flannels, your long legs tangled in mine when we sleep, the way you draw patterns on my legs whenever you're bored, when you drive me to and from school, when you walk me to my classes and wait for me outside each class so you could walk me to the next one even if you would be late, when you perform on stage and dedicate every single song for me and the way you only look at me while you're up there, and when other guys try to flirt with me, you would get so jealous that you would almost hit them. i also miss the days when you used to carry me over your shoulder and run, the way my little sister admires you, our late night adventures, the unplanned beach trips, the stargazing dates you took me on, and the cheesy poems you would write me.

i miss everything, lucas.

i even miss you getting annoyed at me for calling you that.

those are just a few of the things that i have missed. i can't list them all because it would take me years to do so.

don't you miss me? miss us? not even a tiny bit?

x

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