invisible ➳ hemmings au

letter twelve

july 23rd

dear luke,

you know what? i'm giving up. i lost faith in you talking to me again. you moved on, i get it.

so i'm also doing the same.

i'm letting you go.

i thought what we had was so special. i never thought it would never end but, i was wrong.

i don't regret it obviously. you were one of the best things that ever happend to me. you still are.

i just wanna know why you did what you did. i need closure. i cannot go on forever thinking that i did something wrong. i didn't. i don't remember doing anything wrong.

we were so happy together and then it suddenly happened.

my entire world turned upside down. everyone i loved started ignoring me.

you all turned your backs on me.

i thought the people we love were supposed to be the ones to help and get us through everything but as usual, i was wrong. because i loved you. i loved the boys, i loved my family and my friends and you all just dropped me like i was nothing to you.

i feel so invisible.

this is goodbye, forever. i'm going to move on. i'm sorry. i was probably the one who ruined everything. because that's just who i am. i ruin everything and i'm better off alone.

i love you, luke robert. always.

goodbye x

love,

talia