invisible ➳ hemmings au

letter nine

june 28th

you know what hurts the most luke?

you act like i don't even exist in your world.

you pass by me all the time, without looking in my direction.

a few days ago, you walked past me and bumped me and my books fell down. you didn't even help me or at least, apologized. you didn't look my way, per usual. i felt like i was invisible.

it's like we never even happened to begin with or are you too cool now to even look at me?

i wanted to die.

although, that wasn't what hurt me.

today in english, you were late and when you walked in, your clothes were a mess. the first three buttons of your uniform was unbuttoned, your tie was hung loose around your neck and they were all wrinkly. sara was behind you and her skirt was way too high for the dresscode. both of you were blushing when mr. drew asked where you two had been and it was obvious so, the entire class giggled and then he announced that you two had detention. on your way to the back, i saw your neck. it was filled with marks and lipstick stains and i had never been more disgusted in a person in my entire life. you looked at me for a second and then looked away.

what game are you playing at?

were you even ashamed of yourself or with what you've done?

you sat in with her in the back of the room since you two were late and passed notes all throughout the entire class and i watched you both.

do you remember when we did that?

oh, i'm sorry. i'm invisible to you, right? you probably think that i'm some robot who cannot feel and does not have feelings.

well i do and guess what? i don't care because from now on, i hate you luke robert hemmings. you ruined my life.

x