MATE or PACK(ON HOLD)

CHAPTER 7

Hey sweet readers, as you can all see, I changed the cover of Mate or Pack, I feel this relates more to the story than the previous one. I hope you like it.

New cover by Torieasy author of HIS.

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May's pov

"Sam?"
"Mate" Jake and I said at the same time

What I thought

I looked between Sam and Jake.  Sam has a bewildered look on her face while Jake has a huge smile on.

Couldn't the moon goddess just be a little considerate. Out of everyone in the whole world, it had to be Sam. Really?.

I didn't know how to feel. I'm selfish yes I know. I should be happy for both of them, but I can't. I love Jake a lot and I love Sam too. She had been my best friend since we were born. She has always been there for me, I should feel happy but I can't.

"Hey guys" the voice of Leomie broke Mr out of my trance as she came running off from Hank's car. "What's up"
She said as she studied the look on everyone's face. I was hurt, Sam was shocked, Jake was grinning, his friends were moved from shocked to pity.

Goddamit I don't need anyone's pity.

"Anyone care to explain what's going on" she asked again growing impatient.

Brian opened his mouth to say something but I can't stand to hear it ,instead I bolt out of the place to God knows where.

I didn't stop even as they called after me, everyone's eyes were on me.
Can't people mind their goddamit business

At last, I found myself in the ladies restroom, my cheeks were flushed, my mascara stained my eyes and it mixed with my tears and now running down my face.
My hair was ruffled.

Why?
Why can't we just choose who we want to be with like humans. Never in my life have I ever imagined that it will turn out to be Sam.
My best friend and my boyfriend. Damn
Hot tears streamed down my face the more.
I can't attend any class today, I simply can't. I fished my phone out of my pocket and called Leomie. I told her to report me sick. Then I washed my face and made my way to the parking lot.

The bell for first period has been rang already, so I was bound not to come across any student.

I got in my car, and made my way home where I will get to stuff my face with lot and lot of ice cream.

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It's 5pm already and I'm presently in my room, cross legged and a big bowl of vanilla flavoured ice cream in my hands. I was putting on my pyjamas. My parents won't be home for the night and I'm so glad I won't have to start explaining anything about my mood. My mind is simply numb.

Leomie called earlier, she and Sam wanted to come over, but I politely declined. I wasn't angry at them, do I even have a right to be?. No.

I kept telling myself it wasn't their fault, it's not like they had a meeting with the moon goddess at my back and told her to make them mates. I couldn't cry or let me say the terad stopped falling. My head's throbbing but that's the list of my worries.

I just want to wake up tomorrow and find all of them in my room with smiling faces and tell me all that happened today was a joke.

I chuckled at my stupid imagination, I know that's not gonna happen. What happened is real, I just have to accept it, no matter how hard it is.

Today is the 23rd of March and my birthday is on the 17th May. Sam's birthday is on the 25th of April. We all know who her mate is so no one is anticipating.

Jake will be shifting today for the first time in the presence of family and friends. I won't be going. I'm trying to pack my shit together and be strong. I wonder how is wolf will look like.

My phone turned off and the notification of an incoming message brought me back to the world. It was Jake. My heart skipped. So much for being strong uhn.

I'm so sorry I haven't called you,I've been preoccupied with my shifting issues. When I couldn't find you in school and your car was also missing, I figured you might have gone home after what happened. I'm really sorry it ended this way. I could have done something if I had the power.
So now we have officially broken up. You are still my friend anyways.
P.s I wanted to ask if you would like to see me shift,you are welcome. It's at the usual venue. And if you don't want to, I respect your decision. It read.

My nose flared in anger. Asshole, so he actually texted to ask if I wanted to see him shift. What's so special In him shifting. So I could see the way he would nuzzle Sam in the neck. Call me a jealous bitch but I don't care, I love him and it takes just a stupid bond for him to forget me. Us.

It's no problem, I'll be strong. The moon goddess want to see me break down, I'll never give her that satisfaction.

I picked up my phone and texted him back

Thanks for inviting me, I won't be able to make it.
Happy shifting.

I sent the reply, I'll show you how strong I can get.

I ordered pizza and connected my head phone to my phone and played 'hair' by little mix. The song for the moment.

I was with no worries even if it was for that night, I know how whipped new found mate's could be with a lot of PDA. I'll handle my self when it come to that. But for now, I'm Miss Independent.

So that's it guys. Less that 1000 words, I'm sorry if you're disappointed. Some of you might have expected more.
I actually can't think of more now, I'm tired.
Plus I had a little accident on Sunday. Something cut through my Leg, close to my little toe actually but didn't cut it off.
I'm so thankful for not having 9 toes. So now I'm with a swollen feet and I limp. Really discomforting. I hope I'm ok sooner, I can't even go out.

So next update on Saturday, do not forget to vote and comment. It counts.

Till then. Aurevoir. Love ya❤️💋❣️😍