BACK TO ME (JN.LS)

Chapter 19

Lisa's POV

I don't know what's gotten onto my mind, I can't control myself.

I feel needy.

Since the day we've met an accident, I didn't dare to touch jennie. I don't show any affection.

This woman infront of me was offering herself tonight, who am I to refuse. But I suddenly felt guilt and conscience in the middle of our play. I suddenly remembered, I have family.

I have ella, and jennie.

"Jennie.." I mumbled, enough for nayeon to hear. I saw her shaked her head in disbelief, "so it's jennie again.." She utter with her voice cracking

"I'm sorry" I stand up and left her bed, "I need to go" I said while wearing my polo and walking out of her room.

I went back to my room immediately and went to the bathroom to give my body some chill.

'Son of a bitch, why did you do that anyways?' my thoughts were playing again

I felt the cold liquid ran through my body.

"Fuck!" I punched the wall with all my strength and looked down with my tears trickled down, joining the cold water.

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Jennie's POV

"Princess.. Wake up.." I uttered carefully while caressing my daughter's hair.

Since lisa left our house, ella stayed at our room and started to sleep beside me.

"momma.." I mumbled, eyes still closed, "is that you?" She added while rubbing her eyes

Can I tell you how hard it is to explain to a intellectual child why her momma wasn't here?

"It's mommy, baby" I replied, kissing her head carefully, "mhm" she hummed and went back sleeping

"come on princess, momma will go home later" convincing her to wake up, and then she sat up with her eyes wearing glee.

I told you, she misses her lisa so much.

"really mommy!?" she asked and went over me, shaking my shoulders which caused me to giggle

"You're so cute you know" pinching her cheeks and chuckling, "yes mommy I know, answer me" crossing her arms and pouting, cute

"Yes" nodding and smiling, "now get up, let's get you bath first" I said while fixing our bed. I furrowed my brows when I saw her not yet exiting our bed, "what's wrong ella?" I asked

"promise me, you will go home with momma later" she utter that cause me to raise my brows, "ella kim manoban, are you challenging me?" I asked and smirked, "yes Mrs. Jennie Kim Manoban, my mom, I am challenging you" she replied with her cute voice.

how can a 3 years old kid speak like this?

"well.." i utter while walking slowly towards her, "your mom accepts it" and with that, i attacked my daughter with tickles..

'I should bring lisa later with me..'

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We ate our breakfast and bid our goodbyes. I accompanied ella to jisoo unnie's mom and will fetch her, with lisa, as my daughter's wish.

"Be a good girl, mhmkay?"

We are infront of aunt's house and they are waiting inside.

"mommy?" she utter while I fix her hair, I hummed as response, "I don't want to stay here anymore, I hate dalgom" she said while pouting, "why can't I bring baby kai here" she sighed, I chuckled