BACK TO ME (JN.LS)

Chapter 20

Lisa and Jennie went home together, no one dared to talk, no one dared to initiate conversation.

They arrived at their house and Jennie was the first to get out of the car, slamming the door, crying her heart out loud.

Lisa can't do anything but to be silent, she knows it's her fault. She went inside their house and found jennie at their room, crying on her knees. When jennie noticed lisa, she quickly went to their wardrobe and stared to pack her clothes. Her heart broke down, she went to jennie, stopping her from what she was doing.

"Don't do this jennie" lisa said, "Let's talk" continued while stopping jennie

Jennie stopped, with her tears, "did you fuck her?" she asked seriously while sobbing

Lisa didn't answer immediately but muttered, "I'm so sorry" her voice, whispering

lisa holds jennie's arm, once again, but jennie just backed away, still crying, disgust was evident to her face, "Did you had sex?" jennie asked

"No" lisa still wanting to hold Jennie

"Just tell me the damn truth lisa!" jennie shouted

"I'm telling the truth okay!" Lisa said, going back to bed and sitting again, putting her hands on her head

"You're unbelievable" Jennie uttered and sobbed again, lisa stands up and went again to jennie, "I was just tempte-" lisa didn't get the chance to continue her words because something stings on her face.

She was slapped by jennie.

"Tempted!?"

"Son of a bitch!" Jennie cried while lisa hugged her tightly, recieving jennie's punch on her chest and shoulders.

"Jennie.." Lisa muttered

"Son of a bitch!" Jennie still punching lisa with all her strength.

Lisa's POV

I can't take it anymore, I know it's my fault. I admit.

"I'm sorry. I was angry and.." sobs, "I don't know.. Jennie, I'm sorry" tears rolling down on my cheeks

Jennie sobbed and looked at me, "that's why you got back at me?" she asked

"That's why I got hurt" I replied, with my voice, cracking

"Are you justifying reaso-"

"I'm not justifying what I did, jennie" I cut her, my voice we're hoarse, hurting

"When did I start being lonely?" I sighed, "when you said you were tired being my wife, Jennie" cracked, "when you stopped being my wife" sobs

Jennie went towards me, "didn't it all start when you gave up on yourself? When you starting to regret what happened before the accident? When you don't want to be cared by us?" She said

"I tried okay? It's hard.." my voice came out almost whispering

I stand up, "you always say that, you're always there for me. You always say that you believe in me. But your eyes say otherwise" I said to her and saw her looked away

"Shut up! Lisa, Shut up! So the world is ganging on you again!? You're the poor, innocent victim again!?" She replied with her voice cracking, "Lisa, when will you actually admit that you fucked up? That it's your fault? That your ego is also to be blamed?" She almost yelled, all I can do was stare at her.

This angel in front of me was so fragile, and I just broke her.

"Lisa, I didn't give up! I came to my senses not because we are married!" she utter, "but because I love you" her last sentence made me cry more and breaks my heart more