BACK TO ME (JN.LS)

Chapter 26

Lisa's POV

I woke up because of my phone's beep. I rubbed my eyes to see what's the time and it's almost 2 in the morning.

I glanced Jennie whom I expected beside me, but she wasn't see there. I roam my eyes around our room just to see her standing at our veranda, leaning on railings. I wore some oversized shirt and went towards her.

I hugged her behind, kissing her shoulders, mumbling, "what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about how challenging life could be" she answered

I sighed and let go of her, going beside her and leaning on the railings also.

"Do you want to come with me?" I looked at her and ask her. She didn't answer and just looked at the night sky.

"Jen, come with me this time. You spend your days here, you barely go to ella's" still not answering,

"love" I uttered and hold her hands, caressing it.

"Please, look at me"

She slowly turned her gaze to me, and saw her eyes, building up tears.

"I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry if I did broke some of our promises. I'm sorry for being not that strong. I'm sorry if this happened. I understand if one of this days, you'll regret marrying me" I said to her, biting my lips, suppressing my tears to fall down, "I understand, if one day, you'll become very distant to me" I added

She didn't uttered any word. Just sobbing. I pulled her, cupping her head, bring onto my chest, "it's okay. I understand" I mumbled while crying

I pulled away and kissed her forehead before going back to room and change because I needed to go at ella's.

The drive going there was fast. I went straightly inside and was shocked to see my parents arrived who was talking to.. What the fuck!?

"What are you doing here" I asked coldly and stared at him.

"Lisa" shocked was evident to his face, It's like he didn't expect my arrival

My mother went quickly towards me and hugged me really tight, mumbling "Let him"

"Mom" I uttered before pulling away, staring deeply into my mother's eyes, "let me"

Quickly, I hastily went to bambam and punched him.

"Lalisa!" I heard my father shouted and holds my arm, preventing me on doing something stupid to bambam.

I saw bam's glistening eyes, wiping his tears and blood on his lips. Some of our visitors were shocked and murmuring.

I lowered my head and hugged my father, sobbing, "I don't know what to do anymore"

Tapping my back, "You'll get through this my daughter"

I looked at him and nod. Bambam gets up and bowed, "I'll be going now, Mr and Mrs. Manoban" he uttered and started walking.

"Bam"

He stopped immediately and turned his gaze on me. I nod at him and started walking, passing through him, he followed me until we reached outside.

Silence enveloped us, no on dared to talk, even me. I don't felt like initiating conversation with him if I still have this hate in my heart.

"I-i'm sorry" bam suddenly uttered, I just looked at bam who wasn't looking at me, he was looking at the ground while his hands were on his pocket.

I sighed, "you know that I can't accept that right now, right?"

"I know lis, my conscience is really strong that it makes me want to kill my self"