BACK TO ME (JN.LS)

Hey

Hey,  how are you?

I can't stop thinking about what happened. It was fvcking horrible :(( we didn't see this, we didn't ready ourselves. Last night, I didn't get my enough sleep, and I woke up really early too thinking about the news, and the shippers.

It saddened me that most of jenlisa shippers, actually, I think all of them, was shutting down. Their accounts, and their selves also. And I'm one of them.

I didn't eat anything yesterday and today, I lost my appetite. I'm lost. This is so fvcking insane :<< why did I let myself get into this? I hate it :((

I loved bp so much, to the point that I can quit being blink because I'm hurting, and I did, I already quitted.

please let me know if you're not that okay, talk to me. I need someone to talk to also.

Naawa ako sa jenlisa shippers, kung gaano ako naawa sa sarili ko.

I love you guys.