Never Thought It Would Happen- Danisnotonfire FanFiction

Chapter Twelve

DAN'S POV

I made it to the hospital, entering the lift up to Jade's room. I hates the hospital. It's a sad place to be in, seeing people suffer,might live their last moments in the world. Leaving all the people that cared for them, behind. It hurts me to just see a little girl with a sprained ankle, to a child kissing their granparent's cheek for the last time.

The lift doors had open, I took my first steps out, looking down upon my feet, avoiding eye contact to the sad view in the opened rooms. I made it to Jade's room, the door closed. I stared at it for a minute, trying to hold in the tears. Be strong Dan. I lifted my hand to the door knob, slowly turning it. I took one deep breath, opening the door. I stepped in, turning to see what killed me inside. Jade, laying on the hospital bed, lifeless. I walked over, pulling a chair next to her. I sat down, looking at her, unconscious. What happened? What did she do to make her be where she is right now? I took her hand, intertwining her fingers together. I leaned in, giving her a soft kiss on the cheek.

I heard the door knob turn, seeing the doctor come in. I got up, wanting to hear the news.

JADE'S POV

Everything was pure white. Was I dead? No, I can't be, I could hear voices. The voices got louder and louder, sounding familiar.

"Hello, my name is Dr.Johnson, you must be Jade's companion, right?"

"Yes sir" I heard Dan say...wait DAN. I need to wake up, I need to talk to him, but I have no control in my body.

"So, what had happen to Jade was she made her self throw up an excessive amounts of times, causing her to lose a lot of fluids and nutrients, but she'll fine, no huge damage has been made."

"O-okay, thank you sir" Dan stuttered out.

I heard a door close shut, hearing sobs. I felt a warmth on my hand, holding it tightly.

"J-Jade, Why did you do this? Why did you try to change yourself by throwing up? I love you the way you are. You're perfect. Seeing you in pain hurts me as much. Please, Jade. Why?"

I then felt my eyes open slowly, first thing I saw was Dan sobbing onto my chest.

"Dan" I said weakly.

Dan's head popped up, his eyes widen, putting on a smile. He smothered me in kisses, saying stuff like,

"Jade, you scared me."

"Don't you dare do that ever again"

"I care about you too much"

"I love you,  I love you."

I giggled softly, seeing on how much he cared.

"I love you too" I said, giving him a hug.

When we released, I saw his eyes begin to water.

"Dan, why are you crying?"

"It's just, seeing you hurt makes me so upset about myself. It remembered about the last time that you were at the hospital. Jade, why did you do this? Why did you make yourself throw up?"

I looked down at my hands, trying to avoid eye contact from him. I can't look at him when I tell him.

"It's just, I thought you cheated on me, so I thought I wasn't good enough for you. I thought that I was too ugly, disgusting, fat and I wanted to change. I wanted to change to be pretty, so me being skinny is only way that I could."

Dan lifted my head, by my chin. Our eyes locked on, giving me a small smile. He leans in, our lips touch. He kisses me passionately, cupping my cheek. I kiss back, this kiss felt different from the other kisses I've been through. This kiss felt loving and caring. We disconnected, Dan holding on to my hand.

"Jade, I love you. I love on who you are.You're beautiful, and never try to change yourself. Promise me that you'll never do this again" he says

A grin appeared, leaving happy tears trail down my face. Someone actually loves me for who I am. Someone actually cares for me.

" I promise" I whispered.

Dan smiled, giving me a kiss on the cheek before getting up to get the doctor. I laid on my bed, thinking on what I did. I didn't regret doing it. Honestly I've had thoughts about myself, how unattractive, and fat I was. I really don't get why Dan loves me. I don't even get why the other guys I dated before dated me? Maybe just using me. I'm just some toy that gets passed around to play with. Dan came back with the doctor. He explained to make sure I ate, and, that I was able to go home. I got up from the bed, Dan handing me my clothes. I walked towards the bathroom, locking it behind me. I turn to the mirror, seeing myself. I was a wreck. I was pale, my hair was a mess, I'm an eyesore. I lifted up my shirt to see how fat I was. Maybe Dan is only saying that I'm pretty so he wouldn't hurt me.

I'm already hurt. I changed out of the gown, into my clothes. I looked even fatter than before. I couldn't handle it. I promised Dan, but I can't. I kneel down to the toilet, putting a finger in my mouth. I threw up, leaving that acid feeling in my throat. I got up, washing my hands before I opened the door. I saw Dan standing by the bed, on his phone, of course. He put his phone away, putting his arm out. I smiled, grabbing his hand, we both exit out the room. I felt guilty that I broke my promise to him, but it'll be the only way to make him love me.

 A/N

Hallo everyone! So here's another chapter, and heads up I might not update as much since school has started for me. T-T School sucks. Well I hope you guys had a great day, an enjoy this chapter! Sozzy this chapter is short, it's better than not having a chapter.