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kim jiwon

As our teacher wrote on the chalkboard about why North Korea and South Korea are divided, Hanbin was hastily taking notes down, his eyes darting back and forth between the chalkboard and then to his notebook. I've never seen a boy so determined from taking notes, I let out a little snort from looking at the boy beside me.

He stopped abruptly and looked at me, his eyebrows furrowed and his lips pursed. "You should start taking notes, it would be easy for you to remember and study this lesson!" Hanbin whisper yelled,

I shrugged, and took my pen and started doodling random stuff on my notebook making it look like as if I'm taking notes down, honestly I don't care for this lesson it's been kinda repeated to me a shit ton of times so I don't really see the reason why'd they repeat the same shit ass lesson over and over.

A few minutes later the school bells rang which means it's going to be recess, I mean no one can survive the next class without eating. I look at Hanbin, he was stretching his arms reaching out to the back and a grunt escaped his mouth. I put my notebook in my bag pack and zipped it up again, I push back my seat and then I see the seat beside me empty.

I looked around for the boy who sat beside me, I was a little concerned why he'd be off so easily, I scanned the room till I was disrupted by a hand on my shoulder. I flinched and had a chill sent down my spine, I was scared to see who owned the hand on my shoulder, Junhoe. I sighed audibly because I was scared as fuck. Junhoe laughs as he saw my reaction.

Once Junhoe calmed down, he wiped a tear from his eye and cleared his throat. "Hyung, oh my god- you looked like you just pissed your own pants with that face you had earlier-" Junhoe said as he wheezed remembering my face from what happened a few seconds ago.

I slapped his arm, "Aish June- Why in the fuck did you just do that?"

Junhoe finally gained his composure, and exhaled, "Hyung I saw you looking around really attentively, like you were looking for something OH- or maybe someone?" The younger boy teased, I punched his chest lightly.

"Junhoe, I don't like anybody alright!" I shouted, Junhoe was shocked, and everybody in the classroom looked at me

He stared at me eyes wide, "Alright, Hyung you don't need to shout at me, I believe you c'mon lets go get some food!." I sighed, Junhoe was usually ecstatic about food like one my friends in a higher class, Yunhyeong.

Alright I lied, I like someone okay? I can't tell any of my friends that I'm gay, I'm scared for what they'll think about me. I did like a girl but she didn't really seem to appeal that much to me, but Hanbin? That boy got my heart from his cuteness, at least he's a little oblivious, but I dunno if he'll ever like me.

Oh wait I forgot what to do for a moment. Standing up from my already pushed seat, I pushed my seat back to it place. Junhoe did a 'follow me' gesture as he stopped from his tracks, I roll my eyes and follow the younger boy to the canteen at the ground floor of the school. Did I forget to mention that this school has five floors? Yeah I did forget to mention that.

As me and Junhoe quickly ran down the stairs, pushing or moving people aside as we go to the canteen. They didn't really mind it, the just looked at me and Junhoe with surprised faces. Finally we reach the bottom of the stairs and then we both just clung onto the railing in front of the stairs, gaping and panting.

Junhoe wipes the sweat off his forehead with his sleeves and looks at me, "So, Ice Cream sandwich as a lil' celebratory thing for finally running down the stairs without tripping nor getting caught running?" He asked,

I shook my head, "Maybe not now? How about next time? I need to find someone.." I say as my eyes dart around looking for a boy with red converses and a dark grey turtleneck sweater.

Junhoe waved his hands to where I was looking, "Yo Hyung, I could help you with finding that person!" He then looked into the distance, and then I knew he's goin- "But only on one condition Hyung." There we go.

I rolled my eyes, and let go of the railing. "What is it this time Junhoe?"

His mouth curled into a devilish smirk, "Who's the person you're looking for? They seem special to you Hyung." He teased.

Do I really have to tell him? I sighed. I took a deep breath and looked at him, and exhaled.

"Junhoe. Don't think this the other way but.... It's Hanbin, that kid who sat beside me." I said, I look away and try to find Hanbin.

Junhoe thought for a few seconds and snapped back in reality, "Alright, let's help you find this Hanbin of yours." He teased, I walk away to the canteen and he follows me.

Goddamnit Junhoe he's not mine, yet.

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