𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐍. || k.jw & k.hb [✔️]

well... ≫ 13

≫ kim hanbin

We walked to our respective classrooms at the end of lunch break, I felt my mind being blank and my head was spinning. I placed a hand on the wall, and tried to even out the pain in my stomach by breathing slowly. Junhoe was just continually blabbering (not that he meant to be rude or whatsoever, but Junhoe is just Junhoe) but Jiwon noticed, he walked to me with a worried face.

"Hanbinne? Are you okay?" Jiwon asked me softly, he placed a hand on my shoulder.

I nod weakly, I don't want him to worry too much about me. I inhaled deeply and exhaled loudly, it isn't working. The pain in my stomach was still there, my vision slowly blurred. I felt like utter shit, everything felt like it was going down on me, pressure just pressed on every painful part in my body. My body fell, Jiwon rushed to me and yelled something to Junhoe, which lead to loud and constant steps that were fading. I can't hear well... fuck..

I stared at the light blue blurb that had pale peach blurb on top of it, I felt my body being lifted. Am I going to die in front of Jiwon? I probably am, although I will leave this is world with a question still remnant, I'd say that I found this life well.

I heard rushed soft footsteps, it feels like I'm being carried... "Hanbinnie..." A familiar voice snapped my thoughts, Jiwon?

"Ji-Jiwon..? Is that you?" I heard myself say,

"Oh god, you're alive.. I'm carrying you to the clinic right now, stay still and be alive... something around those lines I guess." Jiwon said,

I took a deep breaths and focused my vision to Jiwon, I never really thought about saying this but Jiwon is somehow attractive, from how his eyes just smile when he smiles, and his teeth have this small adorable gap in the middle of his teeth. He seemed to take my breath away, gosh... Jiwon, someone who seemed to try to protect me. The only one that seemed to stand out to me, and yet I deeply wonder what's this stupid warm feeling.

I heard a door creak open, I'm in the clinic once again. The nurse looks at Jiwon and veered her eyes down to me. "Yeah I know, I'm here again." I said in my head.

Jiwon placed me on a seat and sat beside me, "What happened Hanbin?" I blink my eyes to his question,

"I-I think f-food poisoning.." I said, my voice unknowingly raspy.

The nurse heard what I said, "Hanbin, please go to the bathroom. You may feel nauseous.." The nurse lead me to the bathroom, I leaned down on the toilet.

As soon as I did I started puking out my lunch, the nurse was patting my back. I wasn't sure if Jiwon was looking, but god I feel horrible. My breaths were short and heavy, I felt tears form in my eyes. Finally I finished vomiting, my head was feeling blank and my stomach was in pain, but not as painful as it was before. I head to the sink to wash my mouth and face.

I walked out of the bathroom to be greeted with the nurse holding a cup of water and a pill in her hands, I took them and sipped the water and felt my throat feel less murky, I placed the pill between my teeth and then drank the whole cup which caused the pill to flow with the water down into my stomach.

The nurse told me to go into the infirmary and wait for her, what's she going to do? Where's Jiwon? My eyes dart to different places, no sight of Jiwon anywhere. Why do I feel empty without him? I took in a deep breath and closed my eyes, in order to calm myself down.

The nurse arrived with a worried look one her face as she saw me trying to get myself calm, the nurse patted my back.

"I'll have to send you home Hanbin, although knowing that your parents are busy... I'll excuse Jiwon to take care of you for a while." The nurse told me, I nodded.

"Hanbin, go lay down for a while. I'll have to go somewhere, there is a pitcher of water near the sink if you want more water." The nurse said, exiting the room leaving me all alone.

I realized that I've gone to the clinic twice in a row, what the hell has been happening to me lately? I'm just trying to enjoy life...