𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐍. || k.jw & k.hb [✔️]

bobby ≫ 23

≫ kim hanbin

It was filming day, all the trainees had a reaction to the day itself. The reactions consisted of;
1. Anxiety
2. Excitement
3. Confusion,
and finally...
4. Acceptance.
Out of all those reactions were all swimming within my brain, I felt like my emotions were in a bunch of odd ends and messes. But outside, my facial expression remained stoic.

Anyways, once again, it was filming day. Staring at the trainees that didn't know what was in store for them, but I have the answers, what's going to be in for all of us is going to be in a roller coaster of talents (mainly consisting of singing, dancing and rapping) and feelings. That's what I seem to get from watching my senior artists go through in the company. Either way, we'll all obviously be having fun and a hard time. My eyes veer to all of the trainees, now spotting him, Bobby. The guy that I met yesterday in a Burger King chain.

Bobby, looked like he tried to keep his nervousness under control but here he was taking a few deep breaths and stared down at his shoes. I walked to him, and cleared my throat. Bobby turned his head with a bit of shakiness, soon enough, his eyes met mine and he blinked at the sight of me, surely enough it was an obvious sign that he didn't expect to see me, especially that it felt like I was invading his personal bubble. Going back a few steps, hoping to make him feel at ease. Bobby noticed and sighed.

"Sorry, it's just..l don't know why I'm so nervous about, yet here I am. Like y'know I'm freaking out right now.." He says as he looked at the other bunch of trainees that were in the same room.

I being a trainee for a long time, wanted to assure Bobby that things will turn out right. Cause I know for a fact that we will debut, and by a chance become really close friends.

I patted his back, it felt awkward since I don't do skinship that much to people who I just knew a day ago. A smile was in Bobby's face, "Hey, I know things are a bit hard but trust me, you can do this." saying those words with my attempt to sound assuring.

And to say, it worked. Bobby nodded and smiled at me. "Thanks hyung."

I feel warm at what he said, but hence that he addressed me as someone older than him feels odd, but who knows? He might be actually younger than me.

. . .

It's weird, after spending another day with Bobby, I felt at ease. Like he had this aura of someone so easygoing, caring and oddly enough loud, when he laughs I see his eyes smile and his adorable bunny teeth, when he seems nervous he seems like he's so vulnerable as if the world was going to crush him. When he's determined, he had this small glint in his eyes, a spark of a start of a burning passion. YG seemed to notice how well we were, he decided to put us together in the same group.

All I could think about, was Bobby. Though I should start worrying to make lyrics, but just for one day, just this very day, I just want to rest, and to think about the interesting boy.

Suddenly my phone buzzed.

bobby
: heyo hyung, should we brainstorm some lyrics together in the park?

I simply smiled, and swiped onto the notification. I typed my reply.

b.i
sure, but can we just ditch the brainstorming and just hang out and talk? :

bobby
: sounds neat, we kinda hang out a lot but for once, I don't want cameras just filming our conversation.
: like, it's so weird, people will see how you interact with your friends
: and then the thought just makes me feel awkwardddd

A chuckle escapes my lips.

b.i
thanks for making me remind that- :
and yeah it makes me feel so queasy about having a convo with peeps :
by any chance the viewers have made us into memes :
because of how odd and unattractive the faces that we make :

bobby
: aaaaaaaaack
: hyunggg you gotta hurryyyy

b.i
: whyyyy

bobby
: cause i wanna see you!!

b.i
fine just wait you whiny baby :

bobby
: >>:00
: stay saffeee

b.i
yeah okayyy :

bobby
: byee
: but really do stay safe cause like a love you and shit

A blush crept up my face, but there was a pout on my lips because this guy just sweared.

b.i
no swearing!! :
also bye, I'll see you soon :

bobby
: okay okay, I won't swear
: I better see you like within 30 minutes or I'll flip a table

I put my phone down and shook my head for how odd Bobby was, I decided to wear a dandelion yellow shirt and a ivory white jacket which had some pins on it, black jeans and some white running shoes.

The birds chirped as I walked through the paved pathway, little bits of sunlight seeping through the leaves of the trees, the blurbs of sunlight changed shape since the leaves swayed lightly from the wind. Seeing Bobby in a loose baggy hoodie and some ripped jeans to compliment his odd attitude, he also wore a black cap that had the word "cool" etched in bold white letters.

Once we made eye contact, Bobby did his signature bunny smile and took off his headphones. His smile never seemed to fit his rouge clothing.

He looks so odd, yet he looks oh so cute..