𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐍. || k.jw & k.hb [✔️]

stupid ≫ 25

≫ kim hanbin

Jiwon.

The way you smiled at me, I've always felt this warm sensation run through my chest, causing me to smile. Yet it's dragged along with a singe of pain, why would I keep it to myself knowing that you'd be so kind to let me cry into your embrace.

I'm stupid, that's what I know of. I can't stay angry at you. All I can ever do was to just, to give up to any protest that I come across.

The sizzle and the scent that came from the grill before us, you giggled with your eyes smiling, with your signature bunny smile. I flipped the meat the small tongs, you rambled at how it tastes good, I simply smiled and laughed along.

I was eager to finish the meal, though the way you keep scolding me to eat more it made me smile. You tried to pout with a mouthful of meat and lettuce. Rolling my eyes, I followed your orders nonetheless.

How are you so happy? I smile sadly as I stare down at the pavement that we're walking on, you somewhat begged for me to stay in your apartment for a while.

Honestly I don't mind being with you like this, though you noticed the sudden change of my personality. Once you closed the door to your apartment, you engulfed me in a tight hug.

I huffed, and then rest my head on the crook of your neck; "Hyung.. Don't you r-remember me.." I mumbled as my voice wavered, a tear slipped through my cheek.

You pulled away, then looked at me. "I'm s-so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you alright, I know how stupid it was for me to leave you like that, Hanbin. You changed so much... That I was scared to admit if it was actually you." You looked down at the floor and took a deep breath.

Charily, I cup your face and looked into your eyes, you smiled at me with tears that glimmered in your sad eyes. You wipe my tears then pepper my face with soft kisses, butterflies were in my stomach, the familiar warmth spread across my chest. I smile again, taking off your cap and ruffling your raven black hair.

Gosh, I never thought I would feel this again.

You laughed, then pried my hands of your now-messy hair, "Hanbin-ah, You know, I never stopped loving you." You kissed the bridge of my nose and once again did your signature bunny smile.

I feel tears forming in my eyes, I sniffled; "I-I.. Jiwon.." I was at a loss of words, I hugged you. Not wanting you to leave me like you did.

You hugged me tighter, "I love you so much Hanbin." I smiled, "I l-love you too Jiwon."

Everything is finally alright.

Then, 4 years have passed.

You helped me through the toughest of times, you smiled at me with the most charming smile that you always pull off, when we became rivals for a show, when we finally debuted as seven, when rumors flew here and there.

And you still stayed with me, even if I left the group.

You still love me with all of your heart.

God, Kim Jiwon. I love you.