The bad girl has a past

Chapter 45

Baileys outfit for the day

Bailey:

Today is going to be hard for me, but I need to go to school so I can show Jax I'm stronger than he thinks...I'm not going to be a pussy and hide away in my room for the rest of the year, that's fucking retarded. I slid my earrings in and my bracelet on and noticed I still had on the promise ring, shit, I forgot about this damn thing. I pulled it off and placed it on my desk before pulling my shoes on and lacing them up before staring at myself in my mirror and nodded before grabbing my purse, I know shocker right? And put my phone in it and grabbed my keys before heading downstairs and out the door and to my baby, oh how I've missed you. I swung my leg over the seat and started her up as I put my helmet on and drove off and quickly pulling into the school's parking lot and parked in my usual spot and turned my baby off and sliding my helmet off and placing it on my handle bar and swinging my leg over the seat again as I grabbed my keys and put them in my purse and headed into the school building. Once I walked in everyone's eyes turned to me, uggggghhhhh! Fuck off! I rolled my eyes as I held my middle finger up a them and walked to my locker, not giving a fuck about what people thought of me, go fuck yourselves!

I got to my locker and opened it and grabbed my binder before shutting my locker door just as Gwen and Kay cane running up to me.

"Is it true? What happened? Are you okay?" Gwen and Kay asked at the same time.

"Yes it's true, Jax and I aren't together anymore thanks to him...I caught him yesterday kissing Sabrina in the diner and I'm fine, he's just a fuckboy and used me." I shook my head as I rolled my eyes and leaned against my locker, crossing my arms.

"Does anyone really mean they're fine when they say it, though?" Gwen cocked an eyebrow as she crossed her arms.

"Well I'm not going to wallow in my self pity, that I don't have. I'm stronger than what people think, I don't need Jax...he just used me and I'm not going to pout and cry over a fuckboy who used me. People can go fuck themselves if they think that." I turned on my heel and headed into class, slamming my binder on my desk and plopping down in my seat. I crossed my arms and looked down at my desk as someone passed me and sat down in the seat behind me, Jax, I rolled my eyes as Jax tapped my shoulder.

"Bailey? Please talk to me? Let me explain,"Jax tapped my shoulder harder but I didn't face him, "Bailey please? I'm begging you, talk to me,"Jax kept tapping my shoulder, making me smack his hand hard and hearing him hiss in pain, "Bailey what the hell? Talk to me, let me explain what happened...Bailey I'm sorry." I held my hand up and flipped him off making him stop immediately. I leaned forward and stared at the board just as Jax started kicking my seat, I growled as I grabbed my binder and stormed out of the room and flipped everyone off as I headed to the library. The nerve of that little two faced bastard! I opened my locker and grabbed my purse and put my binder in my locker before shutting it and heading into the library where, surprise surprise, the librarian wasn't there, shocker.

          I plopped down on the couch and pulled my phone out and started scrolling through my phone when the door opened so I looked up to see who it was and frowned when I saw Blake walking over to me with his hands shoved in his pockets.

       "Hey, I heard what happened and I'm sorry that did happen." Blake said nervously.

      "I don't need your fucking sympathy, I don't need anyone's sympathy or pity because I don't give a fuck! He's just a fuckboy who used! Nothing else to it! I don't want to talk to him or you! Good riddance!" I stood up and stormed out through the back door and headed to my baby. Life was so much easier when I just got here! I groaned as I hopped on my baby, turned her on and slipped my helmet on before driving off to...well I don't know where just somewhere to get away from everyone. I pulled into my driveway and turned my baby off before taking my helmet off and going inside and upstairs to put my purse down and quickly shoved my phone in my back pocket and went back outside. I began walking down the street and took a right and then kept going until I realized I was at the park, it couldn't hurt. I walked over to the swings and sat down, slowly starting to swing as I pulled my phone out, feeling the warm breeze on my face and could smell the freshly cut grass. I looked up from my phone and walked over to a clearing and plopped down on the grass, laying on my back and staring up at the sky as the wind rustled the grass and blew pollen everywhere. I hate my life.

       I picked at the grass and made a bracelet out of small purple flowers as I heard footsteps approaching me. I didn't look up but instead I picked up another blade of grass and a purple flower and knotted them with the other flowers. The person cleared their throat, making me look up and frown as I saw Jax standing there looking down at me.

       "It's good to see you too, princess," I rolled my eyes as I continued to make my bracelet while Jax sat down with a huff, "Bailey, please talk to me. Let me explain, okay I'm sorry-" I cut him off by glaring at him.

       "I don't want your apology," I growled making Jax shift uncomfortably, "I know what I saw and I'm not talking to you ever again...you broke your promise, Jax, and for that I can never forgive you." Jax glared at my bare finger that the ring used to occupy and sighed.

      "I didn't do it-" I gave him are you serious, look which cut him off.

     "Obviously you did, Jax. I came out and you were kissing Sabrina, you said you loved me but where's the love when you're going behind my back and kissing hoes? I'm not talking to you again and that's a promise that I know I can keep, I like somebody I know...or used to anyways." I shook my head as I stood up and threw my flower bracelet at him and walked off, who the hell does he think he is?! He broke his promise and he can never make it up to me...I am so done with guys who think they can just use me like I'm a fucking object! No more, I'm done with guys in general!

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