The bad girl has a past

Chapter 25

This is making my heart swell!

Bailey:

I don't think I can face Jax right now but I need him,he's the only one who knows about my past and ever since I told him it's like I'm always having nightmares about it and I feel like Dallas is going to find out where I live and kill me in my sleep or something along those lines. I'm scared out of my mind and I don't know what to do,it's frightening and anything beyond,I'm afraid of what might happen if I leave this house,but I'm also afraid of what may happen if I don't leave this house. Dallas will probably find me sometime soon and when Jax isn't here that's when he'll kill me because if my mom is here and I'm not and she lets him in then I'm fucked,I will be dead by the next day and someone will find my body and who knows what will happen after that,I just know it'll be terrible and heartbreaking...well maybe not to my mom,she's made it perfectly clear that she hates me and could care less what happened to me that's why I'm always out,because she doesn't care. I know,my mom is cruel and will never love anyone again like the way she loved my dad,even her own daughter and that's what's fucked up,my love hate relationship with my mother is fucked up...everything about my family that's still living is fu led up. My other family doesn't visit,they never send cards or anything like that,some family I have,right? Yeah well I've learned to live with it because if I don't then I wouldn't be who I am today,you know the tough exterior and doesn't give a shit about what people think and could care less about people,I only care about the people I love...which as you know are my friends,maybe sometimes my mom but oh well,I don't care.

I finally got a lot of sleep,I slept all day yesterday so now I'm energized...but I still don't want to go to school,I just feel like things will be different when I go back,that's why I don't want to go,I don't want to let go of mine and Jax's relationship where we always have smart come backs and tease each other. It would be tragic if I had to let go because I've come a long way since I got here,I'm glad I have Jax in my life because it wouldn't be complete without hi,whoa sweetheart! Where is this coming from? Do I like Jax?

       Of course you do,dimwit! Now get your ass up so you can see him!

      No! I can't do that! What if I ruin our relationship?

     You won't you idiot girl! Now take a fucking shower because you reek and you're going to school today.

      Fine,since you won't shut the hell up,happy?

    Very.

        I threw my covers away from my body and checked the time,6:45,I have an extra fifteen minutes,let's take a shower. I rolled out of bed and and trudged to my bathroom and turned the water on and stripped,hopping into the shower and scrubbing my body and washing my hair twice. I scrubbed my body with my coconut body wash until my skin was red and rinsed off,turning the shower off and wrapping myself in a fluffy towel and stepping out of my shower and dried off before sliding into my black Victoria secret panties and matching bra and brushed my hair,leaving it to air dry a little bit and dropped my towel in my hamper and went into my room,rummaging through my closet to search for something to wear. I picked out my gray tank top and my faded ripped jeans and slipped on my gray and black jacket that was almost like a letterman jacket but it's not,and left it open and pulled on my black and gold high tops and braided my hair in two French braids and slipped my black leather purse,my crossbody,that has a cool looking cross on it and two chains on it,over my head and slid my phone in my purse and applied my usual make up and headed downstairs,grabbing my keys and walking out the front door.

         I hopped on my baby and started her up,ah I've missed you baby girl. I clipped my helmet on and drove off,towards the school. I pulled into the school parking lot and turned my baby off,unclipping my helmet and set it on the handle,flinging my leg off of my baby and adjusted my crossbody and put my keys in my purse and headed up the steps to the school and opened the door,earning stares from people,but I ignored them and went to my locker,opening the door. I grabbed my binder just as someone almost slammed me against the lockers giving me a hug.

        "I'm so happy you're back! Don't ever do that again missy,I missed you." Gwen and Kay said in unison as they both crushed me in a hug.

     "Okay,you're killing me." Gwen and Kay let go quickly,I sighed,I can breathe now.

       "Sorry. Girlie we missed you,and poor Jax...he wasn't himself when you weren't here,he was extra moody...more than usual." Gwen said with a pout.

     "Shocker. Anyways,sorry I just didn't feel like coming,I didn't get enough sleep and I felt like shit. So what happened while I was gone?" I asked as I closed my locker door and picked up my binder that I dropped when the girls crushed me in a death hug.

      "Well...the usual,school. We all hung out at our diner when Jax came back-" Gwen began but Kay cut her off.

     "Brady asked Gwen out!" Kay blurted making me grin like an idiot.

     "KAY! I wanted to tell her!" I leaned against my locker as I watched them.

      "You were taking too long!" Kay whined as Gwen glared at her.

     "Anyways...yeah he asked me out yesterday! I'm so happy! I've been waiting for that to happen and now I've got it!" Gwen squealed as Brady slung his arm around her shoulder.

     "Are you talking about me,babe?" Gwen blushed as Brady kissed her forehead.

    "Maybe." Gwen smiled sheepishly as Brady smiled down at her and then looked at me.

    "Are you better,Bailey?" Brady asked,he's actually concerned,I love them.

    "Yeah,way better." I gave him a small smile as he nodded.

     "Good. Well we better get going,class starts soon." Brady smiled as he guided Gwen towards her class and Kay went in the opposite direction. I sighed but then felt someone pick me up,which made me gasp and drop my fucking binder,again, and they spun around,making me squeal. They set me down and I turned around to see Jax smirking at me.

      "You asshole." I hit his arm as he grinned.

     "Nice to see you too,princess." Jax crosses his arms as I role,d my eyes.

    "Yeah,yeah...you too,now let's go." I started walking to our class and entered with Jax right behind me and sat down.

The day dragged on and on,slowly...it was really boring,like it was last week and the week before that,I'm glad that didn't change. I shut my locker door and went to the lunch room,finally the end of the day! Jax slung his arm around my shoulder and guided me to the cafeteria and sat down across from Gwen,Brady,and Kay and...Sabrina. What the hell is she doing here?! Oh that slut is so gone!

"What the fuck are you doing here?" There was venom dripping from every word I spoke to her.

"I'm here to be with my boyfriend...Jax." Oh that bitch did not just say that! Am I jealous? Oh my God...I am. Why am I jealous over this whore?

"Sabrina,let me make myself clear...I am not your boyfriend and I never was,we were just fuck birdie and that's all,nothing more. And I said we were through,we're no more,so get your fucking slutty ass out of here before you regret living." Jax growled making Sabrina get up and run away like the baby she is,that hoe.

"I hate that fucking whore,she needs to go die in a hole." I said shaking my head.

"Yep,so...let's get the hell out of here,"Jax said to all of us,dragging me away from the table as everyone followed us,where are we going? " so I was thinking...a lot and I need to ask you something." Jax whispered in my ear as he draped his arm around my shoulder.

         "And what is that?" I asked as I looked up at him while he grinned.

       "Will you go out with me?" What?

   

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