Candies ⟿ l.haechan

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soobin

and just like that,

since the day we left jeju, 

it was our 100 days together. 

you thought all those hundred days were all sweet huh? well if you do think so, you're wrong. its so hard to fight with younger girls who were interested in haechan. when i see younger girls confessing their puppy love to him, i couldn't help but feel jealous. what if he got swayed? i mean no lie, all his female friends who were the same age as him were really gorgeous, tall and has a nice body. meanwhile, me, i have so many insecurities!

ever since we dated, that little boy has no respect and would call me only soobin, touch my hair whenever he likes and pinching my thigh fat for who knows for what reason. when we go for dates, everyone thought he was my older brother. funny right? i don't see any resemblance in our faces. i mean people do say couples resemble each other but i don't think so in our case. 

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christmas was around the corner, and i didn't know what to get for haechan. what do high schoolers need nowadays? i asked for every guys' opinion yet i don't know what to get for him. ugh, im such a terrible girlfriend. knowing him for four years yet i don't know what to gift that boy. 

today, he asked me out and wanted me to pick a gift for his mother because he didn't knew what to get for her. really, he asked the wrong person. im a horrible picker when it comes to gifts. one time, i spent my allowance gifting my mother her favourite marc jacobs bag, only to know she already bought the exact same one a few months ago. 

"soobin! why are you wearing a skirt in such cold weather!" he scolded me the moment he saw me, leaning on of the pillars. i just gave a small smile. all my pants were used by my elder sister and was yet to be washed so skirts were my only choice left although my legs were freezing. he took out his coat and wrapped it around my waist. he pinched my cheeks and interwind our fingers while having our hands on his right side of the windbreaker. as if he knew i was gonna wear a skirt today, he wore a windbreaker and a coat today. 

haechan

"she's wearing a skirt again.. bro, can you borrow me your windbreaker?" i asked jaehyun when i saw soobin from afar. jaehyun was reluctant but eventually gave in because he is a sweet hyung who doesn't want his dongsaeng to fall sick :) he told me to wear extra layer the next time so he wouldn't have to sacrifice himself for me.

ain't the first time i relied on jaehyun a lot. i always pretend to forget about my wallet just so that he would pay for our meals. 

i immediately wrapped my coat around soobin's waist, not wanting her to freeze any longer. her hands gets cold easily so i would hold her hands and put it on my pocket, for the first time. if only this moment could last forever <3 really looking forward to christmas, this year.